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[smoothluclovin]

I've been MIA... for no particular reason. Not really much to explain. Just haven't really been getting on. It's funny. I make these entries hoping people will empathize with me. Feel for me. Understand me. Maybe i want reassurance that i'm doing the right thing. But, then again, i always find a means to justify my feelings/behavior,

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[braid_my_mer]

Maybe behind the tendency to clown around and poke fun, there's a bitter person

i think that hit me the most outta all of this because i think..probably more than half of the time when people are just joking around or whatever about something it's because they're uncomfortable with it..or they're hurt by it so they're just trying to cover it up. I dunno, i'm totally like that tho.

have fun without megan, get you some luc time

[smoothluclovin]

Yah i'm not sure. I'd like to think i'm just genuinely happy and jovial but maybe it's just some obscure defense mechanism that i have no control over. I'll try <3

[ditzyandhyper]

The truth is.. everyone does.

Everyone replays situations in there head days weeks even years after it happened. And you see something new. Because in the moment, your head isn't nearly as clear as it is afterwards.

Many people just don't like admitting how much they reevaluate things. It seems uncool, too thoughtful. The truth is, it just makes you a better person.

And it is good to know that if something ever happens, you'll be able to go back, reevaluate and say "maybe I was wrong" or "maybe that didn't happen."

Makes you a better man.

Oh and...

Happy Vacation! ;)

[smoothluclovin]

Eh most people don't seem to reconsider their actions or situations they encounter to the degree that i do. If so, it's more of a "i should have said this ___!" and then they drop it. It goes deeper with me. Thank you <3

[ditzyandhyper]

Thats what you think.

Many people just aren't as vocal about it as you.

I bet if you asked a lot of people would admit to it.

Anyway, it's a good quality. At least as far as Im concerned.

[x___x___x]

Hugs to the coolest Canadian I know ... ♥

[smoothluclovin]

I better not be the only Canadian =X <3

[_dezi_]

what a gangster<3

[smoothluclovin]

you know how i do <3

[____passi0n]

<3 luc

[smoothluclovin]

<3

[____passi0n]

awww