Or in my case, usernames.

I'm moving out of good old smoothzeta69! I'll still keep this lj username, won't delete it, but you'll find me actually *gasp* POSTING at soulcanhope
Word. ADD ME!

So even though yesterday was a Thursday, Michele, Adam, Jimmy, Me and Bill went to Zach's property on the lake and met up with Zach, Joe, Steven and Cali (He's from California, thus he is Cali. I think his real name is David.) But we all went there and sat on this little dock and drank beers and just had fun. It was really nice ( Read more... )

Okay, I guess everyone has a crazy weekend story in college and I am no exception ( Read more... )

Yay I have an address! I expect lots of presents and letters ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated in about forever, but I figure now is as good a time as any ( Read more... )

Bleh.
I feel like everyone has been telling me that school is going to be over soon, but when I think about it it seems LIGHT YEARS away.

There are so many things I should be doing right now.

Fuck.

Oh, and if this bomb scare shit means that we cannot have PURSES in school, I'm going to kill someone.
And if Shawn Williams did this bomb threat, I'm going ( Read more... )

There is this one side of me, that sheleved only my important books, the ones that make me look and feel really grown up. David Sedaris sits hysterically next to the sad and somber Joyce Carol Oates, who is held up by John Irvings' carefully thought-out characters. I look at them all, and smile, because if anyone sat down and looked at them they ( Read more... )

Trailing my fingertips along the smooth, even surface. 
Bumps break the skin here and there 
Rusted cracks in otherwise creaseless black paint.

Looking  in windows, remembering
Gray, textured fabric. 
Imprinted thighs.

Pulling uselessly on door handles
Gear-shifts gleaming in the sunlight;
Much more vicious in 
The inky black night.

Lifting my hands from ( Read more... )

I've been thinking, and thinking, talking with my parents, and mostly, just listening to myself.

I know it's great that I got into Columbia, and I am really excited, it's my dream school for the love of god. 
But Christ, it's in CHICAGO.
And yeah, I'm older, old enough to go away, old enough to make new friends, old enough to handle school, handle ( Read more... )

AHHH I GOT INTO COLUMBIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!