I haven't updated in quite some time. That's pretty much thanks to all the overtime I've been working. 14 hour days are never any good. I've recently been contemplating medical school. I'm going to study like hell for the mcat's and take them this coming spring. If I get a decent enough score, then in 1 year, I will get a second bachelor's ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been trying my best to stay as busy as possible until my boyfriend gets here. It's so difficult only being able to talk to him over the phone, but 2 weeks isn't that long. It seems like eternity, because I want to be with him more than anything, but I'm sure all the overtime I'm planning to work the next couple of weeks will greatly ( Read more... )

Giving people the benefit of the doubt is something I've never been good at. I just always assume the worst and go with my first tendency to push people away. It's this very bad habit I've gotten myself into, and even with those who are close to me, I still let this habit get the best of me. I mostly blame it on the lack of support I've received ( Read more... )

A good way to win a woman's heart is to send her a bouquet with orchids in them...

* meanings of flowers when given:
* ORCHID: Rare beauty, love, refinement, beautiful lady, Chinese symbol for many children, mature charm, beauty, long life. Associated with twenty-eighth wedding anniversary.

mmm...truly perfection.

Sweet!! Goin to Destiny's Child Concert 8/27, and I have floor seats!! Sooooo excited. I have been waiting for weeks to get tickets. Now the only thing is...who will be my date??

Last night, I met perfection. My ideal in every way. Now, every time I watch Derek Jeter, I will be reminded of this perfection. And I will be reminded that once again, getting what I want comes with many difficult obstacles. I never knew something so perfect could exist. I have seriously been missing out...

As my time in Arizona draws near an end, I find myself having mixed feelings. It's so weird to just pick up and leave my family and friends and others I care about, behind. I've hated this place for so long that it's just weird to actually leave. I never thoguht I'd have an opportunity like this as quickly as it came about. Hmmm...a week and a ( Read more... )

It's so very odd to be back in this hellhole. I arrived here early this afternoon, and I remember flying in and gritting my teeth. You leave Pennsylvania, and everything's covered in snow and hilly. You arrive here, and there's lots of yards without trees, houses and more houses, and flat wasteland. No wonder I didn't get home sick while I was ( Read more... )

This is the first birthday I've ever spent away from home. I woke up this morning, looked outside and saw snow all around. It's truly amazing. I never thought I was going to be able to see snow this winter. I just figured I'd have to wait until next. It's weird, because I feel like I've been living in a dream ever since I got here. Everything ( Read more... )

At this time last year I was saying to myself, "oh my god, I'm already 22." This year has presented a completely different outlook. I'm instead saying, "how am I only 23?" I think that comes from the great amounts of stress I've endured over the past year. I feel like I should be at least 30. It's sad really...the last year has just killed me ( Read more... )