dammit i meant to bring my ipod with me. good thing i have a neverending song track in my head ( Read more... )

it's almost 3:30 in the morning ( Read more... )

i should be an astronaut. and i should definitely have a monkey for a pet ( Read more... )

what i need right now is music. wonderful and insane and striking music. it's missing. and it's missed. this is always my problem when i break my computer. a little part of me dies without my music ( Read more... )

my hair is dirty. my nose is running. i'm not wearing any makeup and glasses have been winning over contacts lately ( Read more... )

it's funny how there's never really anyone to talk to at 3 in the morning ( Read more... )

i should stop saying "must" and "should." ha. seriously though ( Read more... )

i am a mess. not in the sense of some overly emothional girl that thinks life is a big black hole. but in the sense that my head have never in my life felt so unorganized. which isn't really even a bad thing. it gives me shit to short through and try to work out and it just feels like a big sudoku puzzle. except i kick ass at those and this is ( Read more... )

in the seventies robert m. pirsig wrote a book called zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance. maybe you've read it. probably not. anyways one of my favorite lines in the book, among hundreds of others, is "we take a handful of sand from the endless landscape of awareness around us and call that handful of sand the world." chew on that for a ( Read more... )

ah the return from the ever-too-long hiatus. i guess. if you want to call it that. especially since everyone reading this has probably long stopped wondering what i've been up to lately. the usual summer answer to something like that is "i've been working a lot." but i haven't really. and i haven't been out getting crunk every night and i ( Read more... )