i feel like no one sees the world the way i do. not to say that everyone else sees the world exactly the same, i think we all have our own persectives on things. but like i was just sitting here not studying and looking at the tree and the light outside my window and it just seemed like if someone put on caitlin glasses and saw everything that ( Read more... )

people are so fucking selfish. they really are. i mean even when they do things for other people it's all really for their own personal gain. it's all a power struggle. and i think there's another element to being selfish. not only do people do things solely for their self-gain, but they are also oblivious to people around them. i see that as ( Read more... )

when i look out my window it's filled with red buds from the tree outside and they perfectly match the color of the walls around the windows. it's kinda hard to explain but it looks cool and makes me excited for spring and summer and posters ( Read more... )

after kristi goes to bed i stay awake. i put on my headphones and listen to wonderful music and download new music and i play text twist. it keeps me sane. and sometimes i look at the letters and all i see are french words. but that's okay. sometimes i just wish i could turn my computer upside down to look at the letters. and no one has any ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about perception a lot lately. perception of others, perception of self. others' perceptions of me and other people and everything ( Read more... )

so good to be in my bed ( Read more... )

relationships are weird ass things. i mean... they're never anything close to what we see in the movies or tv or whatever. but we grow up our whole lives seeing this acting and we think it's real. we think that once the "right" person comes along everything will be easy and it will all sort of fall into place ( Read more... )

okay. i don't really know why i'm doing this ha ha. pretty much for my own reference since the only place this is saved is on my school's server and i can't get to that from my computer. not that i have my computer. but i digress ( Read more... )

i know what i was going to say.

i don't agree with that whole things being transient crap that's drilled into our heads.

things can come back.

everything has to come to an end. this is always drilled into our heads. or at least some form of it ( Read more... )