I've been reading through other peoples live journals and everyone has been writing about old friends...well I too agree that I miss my old friends the people who really mean a lot to me...and I would like to get back in touch with them...if I don't then things will continue to suck...I can't wait to see everyone again, I really do miss being in ( Read more... )

dont call my cell phone...because I don't have one anymore. (as of right now)

Don't you ever just want to be the best? My mom always used to tell me when I was little "there will always be a better dancer, a smarter person, a more beautiful girl, wherever you go." Don't you ever wonder "why aren't I the best?" I want to be the best. I am sick of just expecting that someone will always be better than me. I want to be the ( Read more... )

Well what else is new I have sunken into another depression - this time my mom wants to take me to the doctor to put me on anti-depressents. I don't know how I feel about it. I can't help being depressed I try not too but some how I keep getting led right back to it. It's a routine that isn't ending. Maybe I do need help? I can tell my parents are ( Read more... )

1. To Transfer Colleges ( Read more... )

I've decided I have the worst friends in the world. haha. I can't wait to go anyway next year. I won't miss them. I have two girlfriends that I am still close with...and maybe three that I would call just to hang out with...everyone else I can't stand. Maybe I just expect so much more from people? and I am always let down... I can't stand when my ( Read more... )

good thing I am fucking pissed off.

have fun with "the guys"

WELP, SEE YA LATER!!!!!!!!!!

today is a crappy day

i am bored

and i cried again last night

i better be pmsing soon

Well I am up north once again - I am actually sitting at a picnic bench right on the pier watching the sunset as I am typing. One thing that I love up here is that it is always so peaceful. Today started off rocky - I woke up and ate breakfast and started crying because I already miss wade...so I took Baxter for a walk but it didn't really help. ( Read more... )

Today was a sad day - It is still the beginning of many changes I am about to endure this year...I saw Wade for the last time this summer. When I come home from Traverse City this Sunday - He will be at school. (Bowling Green) It's not the end of the world, but I am still sad. :o( I love him very much ( Read more... )