private entry

i admit defeat to being scared about college. it didn't hit me until tonight. i'm leaving everything i've ever known, stepping into the uncharted. im beginning to believe that you won't meet better friends than you had in high school. i want to get out of this place, and im ready for something new, but it's this feeling now in the pit of my stomach ( Read more... )

when evidence is found
to confirm your worst nightmare
you wouldn't believe in anyone either

i'm so frustrated, with everything ( Read more... )

i forgot about my live journal until i got really bored today and read it. well seniors, this is it. it's the home stretch. it feels like it's never going to come, but when it does, we'll think it went by too fast. but it's time for a change. People are getting fed up and over everything. including me ( Read more... )

Quite a summer it has been. Even though I've been grounded the ENTIRE summer, I've still managed to make it an unforgettable one. I have the greatest friends, I love laughing so hard it hurts and you can't stop/never want to. Camp this year was still fun despite the boy deprivation...jerk it like a chicken, move it like a snake, mice, dcc, late ( Read more... )

I really love my friends. Sometimes I really hate myself. Case closed.

Who reads this/truy cares about what goes on in my life? Another case closed. I think?

who would have thought that i'd be running around the house like a maniac last night yelling dag nabbit and singing rap and sublime? oh, and banging together cooking utensils, and then allison followed suit but maggie thought we were freaks. why am i so weird when i'm hyper? maybe it was because i hadn't seen allison in three weeks and she finally ( Read more... )

these past few weeks have been without a doubt unforgettable ones. i'll always think of new hampshire with a smile on my face. everything was just so beautiful and in perfect harmony. almost running into three trees, screaming running over trees, hastling with the boat, tubing, attempting to waterski, enemas, telling each other stuff we'd never ( Read more... )

my life has been really strange lately. i feel like i'm out of the loop with everyone, because we havent really had school and i was grounded from the internet. and now im still grounded at night. i just want to go back to normalcy...kinda. dance has abducted my life, and im so ready for that to be over. and my love life, psh what the hell, i ( Read more... )