this is a very surreal time right now. I leave tonight. and next week i'll actually be in Virginia. A place to where I never thought I would return. I said goodbye to so many people anticipating that would be it-goodbye. And now I'm going to see them again. I think that hellos after what was thought to be permanent goodbyes is the weirdest ( Read more... )

oh the drama the drama. people are so dramatic sometimes it makes me want to set myself on fire!! Seriously, folks, you need to watch arrested developement cuz it is like the funniest freakin show inthe world, no lie. I laughed my freakin butt off!!! for like eight solid days ( Read more... )

well...just want to wish you all a happy christmas and new year and all that jazz. this year certainly has been an interesting one, with a lot of good, a lot of bad, and a whole lot of change. and growth. and struggle. and hope. i'm spending christmas with Melissa and her family, that's part of being an orphan. So i'm going to do my final 2005 ( Read more... )

And so I thought things couldn't really get worse. but they did. I'm in Logan, right? The plan was, spend the week with Melissa, and then we'll drive up to Idaho Falls together, she'll drop me off at my brother-in-law's sister's house, and I'll celebrate Christmas with my sister and my brother in law's family. Very simple. And then I'lldrive ( Read more... )

well...I was watching this show last night on mtv about soldiers returning from iraq...i cried through like the whole thing. and then i was wondering, like how often do we know the impact something is going to have or has had on society until like twenty years later, ya know? oh well. One week til christmas. and i'm planning life like a gypsy of ( Read more... )

have you ever just wanted to just lay it out there, like you're tired of not saying what you think? Well, here's the deal. I'm living in Utah. And not just Utah, but a retirement age community of Utah, in a condominium for goodness sake. Basically Republican. A lot of people who have a testiomony of George W. Bush, you know the sort. And I just ( Read more... )

i only own two pairs of pants that don't have holes in them. One of those being my wishful thinking jeans...which may be entering reality, too. They're tighter than they used to be, but looser than they have been for a while. But even my nice pants have holes. And I don't have money to get new pants, and even if i did, i hate shopping for pants... ( Read more... )

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A moment of silence to honor the one and only John Lennon...And now let me rant a little bit. So i'm at the mall the other day with my sister, doing some shopping and all that jazz, and I'm surrounded by all of these tee shirts with like Kiss and The Beatles, and all that stuff written on them. Like vintage stuff, only now it's main stream. And ( Read more... )

nah, i'm not gonna post that on here. just dropping in. the weekend is over-tomorrow is monday, and i think i'm going to go buy a coat for reals. and get supplies for christmas presents. we had family down for the weekend...it was odd, and ended with one of those 'heidy, you need self worth' moments--helllooooo....i'm like overflowing with self ( Read more... )