I mean, this is the first time I've actually come to this sight in forever, myself. so, does anyone read it? that is my question. I am getting married in 46 days. that's right...46. go me. that's all thenews i have. i'm in utah again, living it up with heather and her two kids. it's great birthcontrol. I mean, honestly. I think i'm going to ( Read more... )

life. i haven't used this thing in for-ever. weird. i'm in utah for break, and bored as all get out. surprise surprise. though i did have a fun new years with melis and her group of friends. And jess supposedly wants to hang out, though he keeps giving me the run around. anyway, i'm way stressed out about this year already. but also very stoked. ( Read more... )

sooo...i haven't posted in a while. because...? i dunno. life is careening forward and i sometimes wonder if the direction i have pointed myself in is really where i wanna go. not that i have a better destination than the one up ahead, right. so i may as well ride this train to wherever it takes me. because it's a fun train to ride!! i got an ( Read more... )

i don't do that much these days. i think that what will eventually win me over to the idea of marraige and all that it entails is the idea of chosing who you live with, and choosing who you don't live with. That is so appealing to me right now. I just moved again. Jordan is my roommate (because jordan is back) which is good, I mean, I haven't ( Read more... )

so i haven't written on this puppy for quite sometime, eh? Because I've been...otherwise occupied, I guess. So let me just tell everyone that I am surviving the semester. Sadly, I doubt there's a 4.0 in my future, but hey, I came to grips with that about 8 years back. It's more like a 3.5, and while that's good for some, it's mediocrity for me ( Read more... )

i haven't written for a while. Life is circular, I've decided. Sunday was my birthday, and so I sat down and thought about each birthday I've had for the past five years. Five years ago, Brad gaveme a dozen roses for my birthday-a sweet gesture from a guy who had the capability of making me feel worthless. Compare that to the journal that Zane ( Read more... )

haven't been here for a while. it's pretty weird. hannahs gone. i miss her. sad. i have a permanent couch friend, I guess you can call it. that's pretty chill. i'm in seeking higher ground. yay for that. i'm tired, i haven't slept much, and i'm hungry. and i have a test in poetry in 20 minutes, and am so not really prepared, but will do my ( Read more... )

so auditions were last night. my first time acting in two years. oh well. man, i really wish i had like something interesting to say on here, but i don't. zane has started making me question what i'm doing with my life. the whole 'would you like fries with that' thing, ya know? in like four years, i'll be delivering that line like a pro. you' ( Read more... )

there are quite a few things you sacrifice when you go on a mission. one is your body-you get fat. or at least i did. another is your friends-they all get married-or at least mine did. and another is your brain. you get stupid. or at least i have. it's rough. like seriously, i feel so much stupider than i've ever felt before. and i usually don' ( Read more... )

that's weird. i'm really back. so the first three days of school have been okay, i guess. reuniting with old friends. in some cases, it gets really strange, because what do you say after three years? "hello" is the best I've got. and in other cases, what do you say when you know you've totally lost like the best friend? "bye" is the best i've ( Read more... )