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Guilt explosion
I don't know where it came from but I'm having an explosion of guilt,
Mostly for the things I regret saying or doing to people I'm no longer in touch with and I really want to make it up somehow but I can't.
It's a very strange feeling, partly I think I just miss old friends, I read some of the old post in 2003 which was the worst year of my life, it ( Read more... ) -
Ups and downs
Ups
- beautiful daughter
- own a home
- have a wife I love
- have a job I mostly enjoy
Downs
- depression despite the good stuff
- sleep apnoea
- bigger than I've ever been
- miss having friends, random adventures, travelling, Kung fu, movies
- moved to Cardiff
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I'm married
I'm a husband, how strange. -
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Haven't updated this in ages, I'm getting married next month, and moving flat again, which will hopefully be the last time, same goes for the marriage. -
Packing
For once I've started packing a few days before I actually move, I need to book a bloody van for Saturday. I hate moving, I have to look at all the old stuff I keep, which I'm going to try and get rid of soon, it's holding me back somehow. I might do a series of posts/pictures of the highlights of the rubbish I get rid of using a combo of flickr ( Read more... ) -
Birthday thing...
I used to get my next door neighbours messages as she was agoraphobic... she had the same date of birth as me (older)
I went to school in Peebles and a good friend of mine at the time share my date of birth (same year!)
I went to uni at Napier with a Kiwi guy with the same date of birth as me (older)
At work my Spanish friend Marta has the same date ( Read more... ) -
fuck!
I ordered some new memory for my mac and I've gone and got the wrong one. Apple decided to upgrade it, the old one is £10 more. I'm pissed off, I had to wait a 2 days because it was sent next day delivery (it needs a signature) and buy some stupid little fucking screwdrivers and one little lip stops it fitting ( Read more... ) -
Coincidences!
Yesterday I watched the whole of season 10 of South Park (I have no TV)
Today I spent all day on the toilet
shitting! or more accurately, pissing out of my ass, it's like some sort of twisted water feature
(highlight the white text above to read it, somethings are better to censor, this won't work if you use comment overrides and the background ( Read more... ) -
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Really nicely done site I can only hope to be this good, although it's a very different field to the one I'm working in... a bit like web.burza. The use of flash is just sweet.
