im back from munich and..recording staind songs before i go to bed...  i love this ovation :)

Munich was lovely,we toured the resident halle museum and my rents were kind of pissed because i apprently look at aboustely every painting for too long... hah oh well. It's nice be home though, so i can write songs tonight and then tommrow go party with ( Read more... )

The things i do when in large groups of people and ...  yea , is not of best judgment...

hah i'm 18..... yea. Damn , don't feel like much of an update, not that anyone reads this anymore anyway

Hah i've been skipping school to hang out with my dad... Dorky but it's better than acutaly going to school. Tanya is back, which brigthens up everything :) Saturday we're probably going to the club , should be fun... I had no idea i'd miss her so much, it's lovely having her back.

I'm 18 on monday....

 Yea. Party. Yesterday. My God I was totaly fucked up. Not drinking for a while.... Urh. I guess I'll have to explain later. The events I can not quite recall chornological but here.. Lets use numbers this time because I don't feel like writing a lot. (  Nicole's druken mess )

Coffe bitch... Oh yes i have to walk to my guitar  lessons in 15 min. since mom forgot to pick me up for driving registration.  Ha, I still can't get over yesterday and the autobahn.

Nice bullets statements while it's still on the brew :

•  Lukas helped me relize what a horriable person i can be when I do not think situations out rationaly. I'm ( Read more... )

 First driving lesson :

No one shows up, my teacher was like , " YAY LETS GO DRIVING". The only previous time for me was, in a goddamn parking lot. He basicaly through me in the front seat, shows me the stick shift and was like , " ok now drive".

Forst through our little dorf, that was ok.... but then he made me go to the REAL store and..... on the ( Read more... )

I don't feel like writing much, yet I feel so obligated. OK

Urh. Kadchia found out Hot stem cell research Colmubia guy is taking the ACT saturday, she suggested lottering around the school.. No i think I'll be too hung over. That and, it's just kinda creepy-stalkerish.   So yes, today is my only day " off", I have stuff going on all rest of the ( Read more... )

                                             SAT once again, but I was sober so maybe my score will raise... just a little. Honestly, probably not because I am much better off a lush anyway. Hide from the things that let me down as of late or just not care. Yes, intoxication isn't as horriable as everyone seems to make it out to be. Accept it, yea ( Read more... )

I dislike missing people.

I should get started on my paper but, I don't feel like it, so i'll procastinate like always and sit around doing nothing... probably write or something, get out the axe or go sleep.  I feel sort of embrassed for some shit that happened at school, but i don't feel like going into that one.

i really dislike missing people ( Read more... )