in my somewhat "girl power" ish attitude that i have obtained lately...its time to get away.  im leaving.  im going far away and  i cant wait to leave my worries behind me.  ill be oceans away...and its exactly what i need to do.  hong kong is calling my name and ill probably be  drenched in tears of happiness when i get there.  i only pray that ( Read more... )

so im going to be incredibly emo right now because i can, and thats what journals are for damn it.

the absolute bane of my existence are couples.  after that statement one outsider might think that i am jealous, impish, bitter...but little do they know.  i have recently been exposed to a few new relationships in my life where my friends have ( Read more... )

have you ever felt within a conversation with one person that you were always the one that listened but the one that you were listening never listened to you?  its funny how that works.  i wonder why that happens...i guess the things i have to say just dont make sense or something...or they're not well thought out thoughts.  not being a debbie ( Read more... )

the undocumented, unwritten parts of my life on this journal make other entries misleading and a little empty and that makes me very sad.  get  over it lori cheng.

not knowing what the next step is in life is such a burden.  not knowing where my career lies is very uneasing yet, i seem to act like it doesnt phase me at all...and that i would be ( Read more... )

as much as i dont want to sound sterotypical..i will say that music is a release of something internal, therapeutic, and ultimately unexplainable.  i guess the closest to explaining is that when i play music i am in a different world and state of mind if i let it.  if you let the secular problems enter into this world of escape then, for me, it is ( Read more... )

 last night was my parent's 31st wedding anniversary!  we went out for dinner...i ended up paying for them as my token of appreciation for putting up with me for 22 years now.  we ate creme brulee and it was delicious.  it really excites me to crack the carmelized sugar that's been delicately torched by a little blue flame.  just that little skill ( Read more... )

today was the day from hell..probably the worst day of work since i have been working at walgreens in forestdale. everyone was on their period, men and women the same, and definitely werent taking their midol ( Read more... )

trying to teach a stubborn person a life lesson is about the hardest thing to do. yes, that seems really obvious but it truly is something that i dont want to let people get away with...well, sometimes. then again i dont know what im talking about half the time, but my friend will granger tells me to just write every thing out, as he is persuing ( Read more... )

i can't believe that i have abandoned my beloved livejournal for 38 weeks...and basically my college career...the years that i probably want to remember the most. my skewed vision of documentation has basically led me to believe that i will never thoroughly remember my past if i never write it down, which is quite frightening ( Read more... )

i know i havent updated in a while...so im going to try and put things in a nutshell ( Read more... )