I need to get out of here ( Read more... )

God this sucks. Why can't life be easy... or at least throw me a bone once in a while.

If a mechanic tries to get a car to work and no matter what he does he just cant make that damn car work, should he just give up or keep searching for a way. Theres got to be a way, right?

This is what happy looks like.

So I feel like theres a void in my life right now. I don't really know how to explain it, I don't know what it means or what it was caused by. All I really know is I'm not very happy (I know, here we go again). Well I just feel like I need more in my life. In every aspect of my life. I don't think I'm living the ideal 20 year old life, when at ( Read more... )

I just know that she warms my heart.

And knows what all my imperfections are.

And she said that I was the brightest little firefly...

in her jar.

I hate my fucking life. I HATE IT! Fuck it. I'm done. Fuck it.

I just don't know. Every day seems to be different. I'm so confused.

Okay so I basically wanna say disreguard my last lj post. I was just aggrivated at my life. It happens sometimes. But I'm cool now. Everything is good. So that's about it. Later!

So here we are ( Read more... )