I stayed up too late, woke up too early, and haven't gotten much sleep the past couple of nights either. I really do lack in that personal discipline area. Ack
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And I love him. I LOVE HIM. Me! Of all people! The one who thought she was not capable of it, loves him. And I tell him that I love him. I volunteer to him that I care so deeply for him. Who ever thought I'd do such a thing as to express such deep emotions? He did not have to ask me to tell him the words, I felt them and wanted to say them before
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I thought love was supposed to be fun and happy and make you giddy and enjoy everything in life at the moment. But I feel just lost, I feel a pain and sadness inside, and it makes no sense
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I'm drinking some wine. Very unusual to say the least. I don't like wine. It's red wine, although the actual color of it is more purple than anything. It seems dry. But I am no wine expert. I'm hoping one glass will be enough to give me a buzz. Drinking alone, thats never good is it
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Ahhh I've got a couple moments to update this thing. Of course, I'm missing some softball to do so --- just watching though, not playing, so it's not that bad to miss heh
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I keep meaning to update, but I haven't had any time to do so!! There's a lot to share about volleyball and Aaron, softball and Tony, and work.... but no time!! aaaahhhhhh
I am effin' exhausted. It was much too hot of a day to be playing volleyball - outside, in the sun, for 3 hours. OMG I thought I was gonna pass out. But I was sooooo happy to play again! (Real volleyball, with people that are competitive, and know how to play, not water volleyball). My serves are seriously lacking, but my team named me star setter
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