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I am posting from my new phone app. I think this is going to come in very handy.
It's late and I need to get up early for work so I guess I better get some sleep. Night y'all:P
I'll probably be around more though, yay!
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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I can draw Pokemon very well.
I am at a very strange stage in life. I have no idea what's wrong. It seems like everything in my life is sad, except also very important. I need to take my life by my own hands. I am finding myself even being able to hold eye contact with most people. It feels powerful ( Read more... ) -
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I have been feeling a big need to write things down recently. I know I've used this journal before to write about my daily life, but then stopped and thought of only writing in it when I had a major feeling or emotion I needed to express and didn't know how else. I wanna try to write in this daily again. I'll not add any recent events unless become ( Read more... ) -
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I've never felt good enough to be truly loved. It depresses me to no end. It makes me wanna drown my sorrows, no tomorrow. -
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There are bubbles in my head which are blocking the blood flow that is necessary for my heart to dance. I shake, I jump, I stand on my hands, but all they want to do is continue to multiply. They turn colors as the wine I sip seeps into my brain. When I try to wiggle my finger through the drum to pop them they begin to change form. Triangles, ( Read more... ) -
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I grew up being a wallflower my entire life. Confrontation and my dad were my 2 worst fears. I moved away from California 3 years ago to work on myself and to escape the family drama but I now know that the past doesn't ever leave. Being mentally stable is my only power move and I am strengthening it every day. I am shy and socially awkward but ( Read more... ) -
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Passion
The caterpillars in my tummy
turn into dazzling rainbows,
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I have actually been using a hand journal recently but feel the need to update here. I have been feeling like I have been at the end of my rope and just this weekend I think weed has been the influence. I am thinking way too much about unhealthy things and I need to sober the fuck up. It's gonna be really hard but I am gonna give it all I've got! -
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I feel crazy and just wanna be alone for a long time. I wish I didn't have any responsibilities the next few weeks. -
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Everything hurts, but mostly my brain.
If I was a Geodude I would explode right now.