i'm going out with autumn and some others.. apparently bar hopping..hmm. not much of a drinker since high school... but i just turned 21... so just for fun i'll try to be.

i'm 21..ugh

not sure what is going on tonight. we had planned to go to angel falls then to annabells so i could have my first legal drink at 12am.. but ya.. i don't know. nick and jonny got me a hamster! it is sooo great! new photos on myspace.

with time i have been noticing that my feelings are changing... it is a rather strange sensation. i remember feeling certain ways before. where i am now... is not recognizable to me. ... i feel much less adolescent. much more sure of myself and the feelings i have. i don't know how else to say it. but that when i look back at my previous romantic ( Read more... )

for a while now i have been thinking about how nice it would be to make a real diary entry in at least one of my online accounts... a real post.. like i used to do on diaryland.. that was quite a long time ago.... but i actually wrote what was going on then. hmm. since i got out of school... i haven't done anything considered productive by those ( Read more... )

things will be really great.. i will feel sooo amazing... then like five seconds will go by.. some petty action will be taken or some stupid words spit out.. and it is shit.. pure shit. .. i should try to build myself up so such small things don't bring me so far down. ...or give up.

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so i think i might start this diary right up!! okay.. private talk time...
lovie dovie boo boo kitty fuck? why yes! so.. imet someone ... how dandy. met him at a party a few weeks ago.. he is dandysooo dandy. hmmm... what to write about.. i don't know.. i want to start this diary up but i don't know wha tthe hell to type.my sisters is a nut roll

I was up way too late last night... dammit... last night i had the most crazy dreams... ridiculous.. i really don't like this diary... i actually just don't like writing in online diaries anymore... especially since my sister is the only person who would read it.... so ya.. i'm watching the olsen sister's show... sooo hot

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