INCASE YOU WONDERING WHY MY JOURNAL LOOKS THIS WAY ITS BECAUSE I GOT A NEW ONE I WONT BE USING THIS ONE ANYMORE :) haha

Let me wake up in your arms Hear you say it's not alright Let me be self dead and gone So far away from life Close my eyes Hold me tight And bury me deep inside your heart All I ever wanted was you,my love You...all I ever wanted is you, my love Your're all I ever wanted, just you Let me never see the sun And never see your smile Let us be so dead ( Read more... )

I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as she turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I ( Read more... )

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What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down ( Read more... )

Do not comment me anymore for these many reasons All they are is lies im tired of being lied to by u i cannot believe i wasted my time on the phone till 2:30 with you when i could be talking to someone who will end up loving me shortly ive finally found my way out of the lies and bull and my way out was You saying bye to me thats all i needed was a ( Read more... )

Welllll another update comes and this time i am doing nothing but sitting here and thinking lol some ppl say its not good when i think but we all have our opinions about something either good or bad ppl always got something to say it might hurt you if they tell you something you dont want to hear you should always know that 98% of the time that its ( Read more... )

well i would put a song on here but i dont feel like it the song that i want on here is scars and its getting old lol as usual so i will go ahead and say what i have to say and get this update over with i dont care what u think anymore my life as i see it im free i can do what i want and my update said love me or leave me so i guess u left me dont ( Read more... )

OK im just gonna lay it down to u straighT YOU CAN EITHER LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME those are your 2 choices this update is gonna be kinda short cuz im prob gonna delete this lj it has so many memories that make me want to cry on it and WE ALL KNOW HOW MUCH DRAMA SUCKS NOW DONT WE well i gave you your choice im giving u a day b4 i go so LOVE ME OR LEAVE ( Read more... )

Well this update is gonna be kinda pointless but oh well just because im talking about stuff doesnt mean i mean it ok SO DONT GET YOUR PANTIES IN A BUNCH im kinda pissed right now cuz there is so many ways i could go but i choose this way for no reason i ask myself why i stress all the time i guess its cuz most of me is kind hearted and some ppl ( Read more... )