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Dear you
Am I hanging on too tight to something that is over? I'm at a loss. With everything else happening in my life I thought you'd be the 1 person i could rely on to love and support me through it all. To understand that I'm going through hell. To reassure me that things would get better.
I've tried to change things about me, but it's going to take time ( Read more... ) -
So tired
Really starting to have troubles controlling my emotions again, lack of sleep is the biggest factor.
We have a friend living with us at the moment, and I love him to pieces, but I've somehow lost my boyfriend in the process. He's either at work, or out fishing, or when he is actually home he's staying up fairly late to play COD with the housemate. ( Read more... ) -
Stuff and things
I lost one of my best friends on the 28th of August 2013. This was someone I was in love with for 6 years. Someone I always returned to when a relationship ended. Someone I thought I would return to if things ever went bad with my current relationship. Someone who would ring me at stupid o'clock and tell me off because he had fallen in love with me ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes
Sometimes it's not fun being the adult in every situation, sometimes it would be nice to just let go and not have to look after every one else ( Read more... ) -
More venting
I am always the one to say I'm sorry. It's not going to happen this time. -
*CAUTION* may include adult language
The following is going to be just rambling, its not exactly going to flow too well either. I just need to vent ( Read more... ) -
Martin Keith A'brook
Born - 20th February 1958 ( Read more... ) -
Dad
The last few weeks have been so hard, Dad has lost his battle with cancer, we are just waiting ( Read more... ) -
Daddy
You are my world, and I know you wont be around much longer. I'm going to miss you so much. -
(Untitled)
Its been a little while since I've written .. and even now I don't know what I want to write ( Read more... )