it's taken me years, and i just updated, but i've decided it's happening. RIGHT NOW.

( HUGEST PICTURE UPDATE EVERRRRRRURUAPDGAHDAF )

im reflective of life.
i never update more than once every perhaps two weeks. but two days in a row!

im leaving tomorrow for my cruise of life. both st's (martin and thomas) as well as the BAHAMASSSSS.yep. enjoy the snowy hell of a freezer new england is right now. ill be tan on a beach somewhere KCOOL

and im not exactly allowed to bring my cell ( Read more... )

today is jordans birthday. happy birthday jordan i love you!

yeah so right now i feel like death

i want to leave. and i dont just mean leave my house. and i dont just mean leave worcester. i mean like, LEAVE. and be with all new people in a whole new life for like, a week.

i feel like that would make everything better

today i worked and my dad had ( Read more... )

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so today

was a very stressful day for me and danielle.

first, the almost heart attack.

then, actually having to deal with things. not from a distance this time.

talk

about

awkward.

and it all just ended in tears

either way,

i think i realize now that i cant expect people to be able to handle things. we're all just stupid teenagers

and ( Read more... )

so guys

i dont remember the rest of my world. last night me jenn and madre went to waltham/boston to go out to dinner with my cousin allison which was only just amazing because it was a great night. we went to the naked fish. NAKED. and it was really good to see her.

today i woke up at 2 30 which was insanity because i havent woken up on my own all ( Read more... )

CHUT UP!

OH MY GOD. OKAY ( Read more... )

i wish somebody would show me how to chance my comment thingy

and i wish i wasnt so computerly retarded.

but always

i could never leave

your beatiful eyes

so i guess im not going to the bean counter. which sucks cuz its been planned for almost a week.

i guess i shouldnt expect reliability anymore

ill just learn not to look forward to things.

oh
well.