DAy OF Intensity

--Do not think that i am not sad; though I laugh. See, i have cried
even when the laugh did choke me. but no more think that i can
all sorry when i cry, for the laugh will come just the same. Keep
it alwayes with you that laughter who knock on your door and say,
"may i come in?" is not the true laughter.

I thought her dying when she slept, and sleeping when she dead

He makes the bombs and I barrie the people ( Read more... )

Wow this weekened has been very unexpected. I fucked up, and while doing so I did something that I regret. It just happened,and now I hate myself for it.It is weird when you are use to a certin type of person, so you start thinking that other people are going to work the same way, but then you realize that they don't.I don't know if that made any ( Read more... )

Today was extremely insane! I am so fu8cking tired, and I didn't do my essay for film/lit class. I decided to leave school for 3 reasons; I am still dealing with my party sickness,and I didn't want to face my laziness. O- yeah I also needed to talk to Taylor about his psycho ex-girlfriend who has told my bestfriend she wanted to "fucken slaughter ( Read more... )

Damn what should I write?
Is the 3 week sex plan a good one?

wELL HERE WE GO AGAIN. I don't understand anything again, but I guess that is half the fun. He is so extremely sexually compatible with me. Everything he does turns me on, but He is also really sincere. I want to touch him and lick him until we melt into one. For some reason I feel a little embarrassed about the night especially when I decided to ( Read more... )

It is around 7 am, and I couldn't sleep. I have been awake sence around lam , and I have decided not to attempt another restless night. All week I have had that worry feeling as if I'm waiting for the enevitable to happen yet I'm not sure when it will hit. I'm not lonely in the slightest although I spend a lot of time at home, but I seem to feel ( Read more... )