artichokes. i've been eating them incorrectly the whole time.

expectations, like ideals, are evil.

 i dont know what to say

i like new beginnings or the dreams they make. i want stuff so that i feel like i'm progressing.

i like the taste of food. i want to eat all day and never get full and never get poor.

i dont like people unless they like me.

 its hard to not be such a stinky person. the betterment is coming less easily than anticipated. i wish i was more comfortable with silence.

there is a parable in the glazing process. something about transformation under pressure. but i'm mostly just excited to see how everything turned out.

there is a lot of criticism flying around. lets all lower our standards, here.

for all the anger always inside - i feel a transition coming on

 i've been getting these killer headaches, and i'm not sure what that's all about.

the homus at time market is pretty bueno. i think i found a favorite sandwich in the grecian erika.

we toured a house yesterday and applied for it. i hope we are chosen. i loved the backyard and the area and the price. man, it got me all excited.

 i dont know what to do with myself this summer . . . or at least for the next week.

all i know is that being with my friends is way better than mario kart.

seriously, someone has to fucking cut me off of nico's. christ.

hearing from nick is happifying. it sounds like germany is a big letdown. i wonder if he is in the catholic or protestant part of it. i've got my money on protestant.

edit: WRONG

 there is a lot of frustration in me, a lot of anger that should be controlled. sometimes i think that the less a person is like me, the more flawed they are. other times i am disgusted by what others have in common with me that i find faulty with myself. i think its hormones. i dont usually give a crap ( Read more... )

 its almost a sad thing, how much i love mario kart. too busy with it to watch awesome movies.

but i feel so accomplished.

i dont know how i'm going to get into shape with mario kart wii around.

the saga of the mushroom kingdom continues!