i am going friends only for a little while. i'll probably make this public again after some time though. it's not like anyone really reads it anyway.

 reminicsing and regret
yeah...i totally just read over all of my old blog posts. it's funny to see all the things that were important to me back then, and how much i have changed over the years...and how much i took for granted. there are so many ways in which i will never be the same. i wish i could capture that same innocense and joy that used to ( Read more... )

yeah. so, basically its my 21st birthday and i don't hold high hopes for it at all. a lot of crap has happened this week. i don't have much time because my family is trying to take me out to do stuff in an attempt to try and salvage the day. long entry to follow.

So we're over...kind of. I never could get a straight answer out of him. At all. But as far as everything is concerned we're over. So here's a rant...happy birthday to me ( Read more... )

almost three years ago to the date, cameron and i, mark and ramona, and mallory and eric went to our high school prom. we had an unforgettable night, and it seemed like we were on top of the world. a week or two later, we graduated. it was fabulous. we were on cloud nine; our entire lives were ahead of us...or so we thought. so much has changed ( Read more... )

so some of you may know that cameron and i went through a rough time this week. i don't think i'll ever be able to look at st.patrick's day the same way again because it was so horrible for me. anyways, i could bore you with all of the details, but i don't really want to write about it too much. the short of it is that we're kind of at a weird ( Read more... )

 
1.) If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be:
um...i would probably have a lot of optional accessory packages that you could purchase. my mood changes too much for me to have a set list of accessories.

2.) I have an irrational fear of:
loss, the dark, vacuum cleaners, and these really scary rocks in my friend's backyard.....yeah ( Read more... )

yeah. so my doctor lied to me. by a lot. remember way back when, oh, about october, when i went for my consultation about my tonsil surgery. well, my doctor most definitely told me that i would definitely not get sick anymore because my tonsils would be gone? yeah...he lied a lot. because i'm definitely sick.

 STARTING OFF 2007...
Where did you wake up on new years day? Hendersonville, TN in my aunt's house
Who were you with the night before? nana and poppy; auntie anne and auntie carmi; uncle les; cousins matthew, jason and lillybeth; and cameroni
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? cameroni!!
Did you make any resolutions? i did but i don't remember what they ( Read more... )

yeah....i'm miserable.  well, i am officially tonsil-less. of course, i knew that yesterday after the surgery, but i am actuall able to process that in my mind today. i got up this morning and looked in the mirror....and i could ACTUALLY see the back of my throat for the first time in about two years! yay! my throat hurts horribly, i'm all red and ( Read more... )