I skipped going to the gym today, because, well, I didn't feel like it. I get home from work today and find this e-mail from the RiverPlex ( Read more... )

I worry a lot that I'm not living up to what's expected. I get a note at work about something I screwed up and I worry that my boss regrets hiring me. I'm worried that I'm not living up to what Tom expected, that I'll lose him because of this ( Read more... )

Displacement. It's been on my mind a lot lately. Displacement, delta, the total change. According to physics, displacement is the shortest distance from point A to point B, regardless of the path you choose to get there ( Read more... )

I realized this weekend that I just want this dating thing to be over. I just don't care about meeting people or fooling around or anything... I just want to be done. I just want to have found the one and get married and be done ( Read more... )

Tonight Tom made some comment about how someone leaving has never been brought up as much as it has been with me. I jokingly said it was because I'm so beloved and he agreed ( Read more... )

    I've been thinking a lot about this whole homewrecker thing ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm moving back to Peoria at the end of the month because I got a job at the Journal Star. Very exciting, scary, etc ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm finally starting to settle into my own little niche here. It's nice to come into work and know that you can joke around with everyone you work with, to finally feel like you fit in. And I feel like I have people I can hang out with on the weekends now, too. Amanda finally seems to be OK with me, and Seth seems to want to hang out ( Read more... )

I'm officially desperate enough that I've turned to MySpace to make friends... Pity me...

I had a "what the hell am i doing with my life?" moment today. Anxiety attack, if you will ( Read more... )