damn itz been a loonnnggg ass time since ive written in thsi thing, but yo canada was tight!! damn i had sooo much fun at tha sweet 16! esspecailly with all candacez nice n sumwhat hot guy friendz esspecaiily NIESHAWN KOONER! aww hez a cutie! i like him! lol but ayo im feelin to break up with matthew cause i aint feelin him ne more lik i use to i ( Read more... )

i miss matthew soo much his hugz n kissez, but i cant see him till im off groundin and thats not till report card if itz good. dammit! ne wayz jalissa guna finally help me on step and hip hop dance because i wana join for my school next year n i hav no clue how to keep up n do all dem hot movez. n i told her not to mak fun of me! lol but yea.... ( Read more... )

cieraz a fuckin bitch and i fuckin hate her in a way. cause she fuckin lied to me bout wat mark sed bout me. she asked him if he liked me n if he would ever go out with me n she came back sayin NO he wouldnt, but he sed he'll b friendz w/ me and talk to me wenever he get a chance. so i go to paula n asked her to talk to him n she come back with a ( Read more... )

i havent seen matthew since homecommin n im sad :sad: fuck i miss him!! but then i want mark and i dont wana cheat on him. but iuno? cause i want a boy that i can see all tha time in school and outa school. shyt iuno? what ima fuckin do cause im soo caught up in school now and tryin to get my life back. well fuck it ima decide lataz what ima do ( Read more... )

omfg!! Mark is sooo fuckin FINE!!! damn i tingle wen i see him o0o la la but itz just a crush cause i got my own man, but i wana hav someone that i can see everyday!!! in school and matthew cant do that. but mark can lol. fuck but i aint feelin to cheat on him. ima just talk to mark. but im soo damn shy wen it comes down to go and talkin to him ( Read more... )

ey what ne wayz this morning i finally tlaked to this really fine kid that ive been seein in mcdonaldz lol i kno but he work there n i think thats tha same guy and he go to my school and i never knew that. so this morning i made ciera write a note to him and we both gav it to him and wen he got it he looked all happy then confused. but then once ( Read more... )

well i just got done talkin to tito for ciera and it went all good. lol everytime i talk to him we alwayz holdin handz or he touchin my arm but itz straight. ne wayz.....friday i went to get a dress for homecomin it was soo last minute but still i sacraficed goin to tha game to get tha dress. n my dress was kinda skanky! haha. but saturday it was ( Read more... )

last nigth mandy missed it!!! and everyone i called couldnt go only ciera n matthew so wen i got to tha school i met up with ciera and we waited for matthew and ciera had told me she dont wana us kissin n shyt in front of her cause she havin boy problemz so i told him that n he was all lik iight. but wen we was in tha gym watchin tha game matthew ( Read more... )

damn last nite was soo confusin, but in tha end it turned out all good. well this is what happened, mandy met me at tha powder puff game and we was chillin with ciera and krystal waitin for matthew well finally he came and we was all just standin there doin nothing till la sal and aquoa came. then all this shyt happened all cause of aquoa. he was ( Read more... )

omfg!! last night was so weird n ummm...nasty. lol but me n ciera went to tha comedy show last night n we was expecting la sal and laquoa to only go. but then 4 other guyz came along n we was all chillin in tha seat and i had brought a blanket so ciera had woody and laquoa under tha blanket with her and i had la sal and mike and i was wearing ( Read more... )