wow, I have not updated in a long time! Well, not a whole lot has gone one, I got super sick two weeks ago, I mean I was on the brink of death lol! SO I miss three days of school and when you go to Ladue you can miss one day without being totaly crazy behind. The only class that I had to make up work is ac lab, which is just like a homeroom that ( Read more... )

so, I thought my life was complicating with the whole nate and brian thing but now there is another guy in the mix! I know ANOTHER guy! His name is Grant an I cant seen to stop thinking about him. He is so cool, but he is very popular and I cant see him going out with me becasue well lets face it, Im not very popular at this school. I donno, I ( Read more... )

ok I feel so odd today! I donno whats up, but its driving me crazy, its not like something to do with Brian or Nate or school. I just feel a little off. Well, I had to write a paper for my english class today and I just got done, its was such an easy paper to write. It is over the theme of only my favorite play, the ugly ducking by A.A. Milne, and ( Read more... )

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.

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What comes to mind when you hear....snow?cold..rain?peace..tornado?death..summer love?happy..Jon?short..Mike?annoying..Shea?what?..banana?yellow..dizzy?high..Laura?brother..Juan?joan..car?hot..white?angle..peppermint?bad..New Found ( Read more... )

So the lord has helped me so much over the past few day. Even thought I dont act like it is because I have not wanted to see it, but now I do and im real happy. I have been so stressed that I have not been able to sleep, I have been in a real bad mood and snappy at everyone! But last night I prayed real hard and I put everything in my life in Gods ( Read more... )

so, Im so lost with my feelings right now it driving me crazy. Things with Nate have taken a turn for the bad and now I dont know what I will do. How this happened was that I had not talked to Nate in like over a week so I called him, and he did not say much. I asked him if I would see him at all over summer and what I got from it was no. So, after ( Read more... )

I just had 3 hours of MAP testing, and is sucked!!! I had to sit in the same desk for 3 hours and I could not drink or eat anything. The onyl good thing was that is was science work so it was fun! but, dang do my legs hurt. So, my birthday is tomorrow and I cant wait, even thought I dont have any plans. Well, I do have a concert on Friday but I ( Read more... )

Ok, so I dont know what to do. I just found out from a friend that the person I really like is not a real big christian, or maybe not one at all. And Im really worried now because I dont want another relationship where I have to worry about "when will he try and have sex with me" and "does he really care or is it just other things." I have had to ( Read more... )

This has been a very hard week and a half. I miss my friends in NC and I would give anything just to see them! However I am so happy that they talk to me on the phone and online so much, I dont know what I would do if I didnt have them lol. Well, over the past week I have lost $30, see I payed for my friends tix for the concert on my birthday and ( Read more... )

I TOLD NATE THAT I REALLY LIKE HIM AND HE SAID HE LIKED ME TOO! Well, I dont know if he ment it in the same way that I do, I would die if he does. But he probably doesnt...I mean no one has ever liked me before! Im just scared...of a lot of things like him not liking me, me never being loved, him being SCARED of me. Im good at making guys hate me, ( Read more... )