Maybe now you will understand ( Read more... )

ok well the only good things that has happend to me has been overcome by the one bad thing that happend! Brian broke up with me! I just dont understand...he said that over the past three weeks he had been...in some words...falling out of like with me and now he just didnt have those feelings. It just to hard for me to believe that he just all of a ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that the things I truly want for my life are the things that I will never be able to have or achieve. Those things are the things that mean the most to me, the things that can bring me peace! I did not have a normal childhood and when I think about it its not like I’m remembering my life its like I’m watching a movie, ( Read more... )

"i see that your at work. so i thought i'de leave u a pleasant message:-P i cant stop thinking about that short time i will be spending with you on this weekend. even though it will be short its fine by me because i treasure any time that i get to spend with you. Believe it or not this will only be our fourth time seeing each other. Yet i know ( Read more... )

I so sleepy right now its not even funny! I have been staying up so late and then getting up early or sleeping in till noon! Anywho, not much has been going on here, im a little stressed with some stuff. like not knowing what to do in terms of were to live nexy years! I wanna live in St. Louis because I like it there, my cats there, and I get to ( Read more... )

"Hey my teeny! thinking a lot about you, God and life in general today. i'am missing u greatly, yet i am so happy because its like your out there on the job with me since i hold u so CLOSE to my heart. i will get in touch with u later when your finished working or whatever your doing. hope that the time until them will be plesant for you. TTYL ( Read more... )

Well this weekend with Brian has been something that I will never forget. SO, let me start from the begginging ( Read more... )

omg, its 100% clear! Brian is the best guy ever. Ok so he just told me the suprise that he and my sister have been hiding the past two weeks. He is coming down here tomorrow to spend the weekend with me and omg I am so friggen happy! I can't believe I didnt guess it before, you have no idea how happy this has made me. I mean I have been all upset ( Read more... )

Ok, so talking to Brian on the phone over the past few weeks has been great. being with him that weekend i really think brought us closer in a whole lot of ways! We have talked about telling each other how we feel but its so very hard. So, Tiffany said we should write letters, poems, or just write our feelings down on paper...so I did. I wrote him ( Read more... )

I have not updated this LJ in a long time and so much has happened! Well, I got passed the last weeks of school and had a somewhat fun time doing it. Last Friday me and my dad drove down to North Carolina were Im spending my summer and maybe moving to! So, anywho, we got here friday night at like 10:15 and it was sooo cool from then on. Brian was ( Read more... )