Only party I got invited to this year got canceled. So I'm gonna sit in this empty house and stare at a wall. I fucking hate my life. I'm tired of being this goddamn lonely day in and day out. I wish I had friends that made me feel like I don't have to force them to hang out with me. Like maybe someone actually cares enough to fucking see me every ( Read more... )

I laid in bed for 18 hours after the Dillinger show, and didn't sleep 5 minutes of it. I'm so tired of not sleeping but always feeling exhausted. Though right now I'm more worried about how I'm laying in this drafty ass room, in boxers, without a cover, sweating.

Maybe it's the fact that I have nothing better to do at all. Ever. I read over old posts and realized I haven't changed in what I bitch about. I suck at everything I do, I rarely get better at things that I try to do, I don't have friends, and I don't do anything. I don't know. I'm a terrible person. I feel bad bitching about this, so it's just ( Read more... )

Shit will work out the way I want. Not the way it always does. I can't remember the last time something I've wanted to go one way actually went that way. Everything just just gets fucked.

Nothing new in forever, so I don't update. Only thing I do is walk around Trenton all the time, go to shows, and sleep. Nothing much more than that.

Dexter is an amazing show. I have been watching it for the past few hours instead of doing E-lab which I have to do like... the entire thing still. I'll get it done this weekend for sure though.

Laptops = FTW. That's all.

I love See You Next Tuesday. They always play a kick ass show. I also love how smelly I'll be going into school tommarow from not showering, but I'm fucking exhausted. I'm eating, then passing out.

Employee of The Month is a great movie. And today should be a great day, only reason I know this would be beacause when I woke up I found a few warheads laying on my desk, and I haven't ate these things since back when I used to go to skateway all the time. So freakin' good.

College Tech Prep classes are lame. I can't miss hardly any school in my class or I don't get my credits, and I feel horrible.