i was silly enough to think i would have time to take a shower before i went to turn in my paper today. i'm already on hour 6, and with a little over 2 hours left, i will probably barely make it there by 8 a.m. i feel like my brain is on fire! i didn't think there would be an actual chance that i wouldn't finish! i thought all-nighters were ( Read more... )

Finally, 2001's Prozac Nation has been released and I just finished watching it. Unfortunately, I found it to be rather disappointing. This might be because I had to wait four years to see it, and probably had far too high expectations. I don't think it did a very good job of explaining depression. Also, the ending seemed rushed. I didn't even like ( Read more... )

i've been listening to Cocorosie's latest album and it is quite the adventure. if you go here, you can download the title track "Noah's Ark" for free.

i'm starting to feel human again.

captured! by robots last night was awesome (like usual). i could've sworn i'd been to all three shows, but everyone i know tells me it was just my second. i had never seen jbot without his mask on...needless to say, i fell in love. "take me with you to the future ( Read more... )

i just wrote a really long entry, and then whatever tornado business is going on outside caused the power to go off for 5 seconds, thus erasing my masterpiece. so, i was going to pour my heart out about everything going on right now, but i'll take that as a serious sign. (to whom it may concern, i feel very trapped right now. i'm on the verge of ( Read more... )

hey, me and justin have been working on a Sniffle band page on myspace. if you're on there, i've probably already requested you as a friend. but just in case, here's the link:

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i hate arguements. i wish everyone would always be kind to me. i'm tired of meeting new people. i wish the old ones could just live up to their potential. alas, no one knows what they have until it's gone. and i want to be gone from here.

usually my wreckless abandon has no lasting effects the day after, except a mild headache and the occasional shin splints. but no more. last night can only be described with regret. i have no idea who i am. i have no idea what i want, and yet i am in an uncontrollable state of want. this is something terrible i think. if i disappear and become ( Read more... )

so, despite my lack of anythingness with school, and my constant freaking out about statistics, i've managed to make a 99 & 102 on both of our large tests. i applied for graduation today, which is funny, since we know that ain't never gonna happen ( Read more... )

i hope you saw the pictures because the paranoia monster made me delete that last entry. i feel incredibly sick. someone put me out my misery ( Read more... )