Comments | sniggle06: This might not make to much since but, I'll try....

sniggle06

This might not make to much since but, I'll try....

May 29, 2006 18:08

I’m sorry for being a bum but to an extent I’m not…
I don’t like who I am right now…I’ve been hit all week…been down to my lowest low that I haven’t felt in a long time…have been faking a smile in so many ways…I want to be me again and I know who that girl is but I left her some where and I can’t find her…But, I know the girl she is now is not me… ( Read more... )

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elvencookie May 30 2006, 01:50:01 UTC

once you step out of your own shoes for a while, it is hard to put them back on...
Love you sis.

sniggle06 June 4 2006, 23:28:35 UTC

They almost back on....I'll e-mail you in more detail after grad.

Thankz bro!!! I'm in good hands!!!

rhymetyme May 30 2006, 19:02:44 UTC

Laura and I were sitting the speaker's room late Sunday night, talking. We looked around and spoke on what a wonderful job you did. And then we began talking about you and how much we loved you... how weird it was that neither of us knew you before, and boom, friendships happen...

We said we loved you. Because we meant it. I said, "Her faith is so strong."
And Laura said, "She's a beautiful person."
And we both agreed with both those statements because they are True.
...I think those sentences strike the very core of you.

sniggle06 June 4 2006, 23:20:31 UTC

You made me Cry!!! In a good way:)!!! I can't wait to spend time with your this sumnmer!!! I'll call you soon!!! I love you!!!

kerflumoxed May 30 2006, 20:42:52 UTC

Crystal I love you and I am praying for you right now. I can relate to what you are saying in some ways, I know how it is to hate yourself and not wanting to talk to peopel about it, olny needing Christ to fix you. I pray that you will find peace and healing. You are not a terrible friend. Please let me help you. I love you!

sniggle06 June 4 2006, 23:17:30 UTC

Thankz E! I'm looking fwd to spending time with you on Monday!!!I Love YOU!!!

dorydidit May 31 2006, 01:34:26 UTC

Be joyful always, pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus...May God himself, the God of peace, sanctifuy you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. The one who calls you is faithful and he will do it.
1 Thessalonians 5:16,17,23,24

sniggle06 June 4 2006, 23:27:13 UTC

Spankz Sis...I was reading those verses the other day!!!

akkity_ak May 31 2006, 02:40:54 UTC

Crystal Chick, when I look back, I actually haven't known you that long, but it feels like I've known you forever. You were an incredible big sister to me when I really needed one. I loved how you let me come over and hang out with you and your bro when I was stranded in Leavenworth. You're one of the very few friends I can REALLY trust. You've also been and encouragement to me when I was majorly bummed about moving, and other things going on right now. I'll be praying for you as always, and you know i'll be there for you whenever you need it sis. Like you said, in two weeks you'll be able to recover, and you might even look back at this and realize how much it actually helped you grow. Hang in there sis, You're a very compassionate Christian, and friend, and a very strong Christian who showed me that God had never left my side. God is with you, so be with Him, and let Him ligthen your burden.

your little bro in Christ forever,

Josiah

sniggle06 June 4 2006, 23:15:29 UTC

Thankz bro that really touched me!!! I'm gonna miss you tons!!! Stay in touch kk!!! and Once I get my own car...I'll try my up most best to come vist you along with some other cool people!!! Your gonna be such a light over there!!! I know that God has a plan for you in all this...and that is EXCITING!!! even if it doesn't feel so great now!!! Don't worry about me...Christ has me tight!!! and thankz for the prayerz!!! They've meant lots!!!