So I've decided that I want to start fresh...I want to delete all of my old entries and start new...I don't want to remember anything and look back on the past. I don't want to remember my first year of college or any of the hard times I've been through. Life is short enough, there shouldn't be a reason to dwell on the past, or the friends that ( Read more... )

Just when everything seems to be going oh so well...something happens to bring it all down. Everything pretty much sucks right now...except things with Ken...which surprises me. All I have to do is hang in until August. It'll fly by I'm sure of it.

Prom is next week and the only thing I have is my dress.

I've come to the conclusion that I don't get along as well with girls as I do with guys. And this saddens me. This means no girls night out, no girl talks, no one to brighten your day when guys bring it down. The guy friends I do have are great though. THey're going to the extremes for prom just to make sure I have a good time. No limo this ( Read more... )

Well that was a quick meeting.

Anyways....I'm more of a melo type person. There's lots of changes to it and it's better than here anyway. So I'll be here once in awhile...but definitely not as much as I will be there.

I'm well on the way to a new me. And a sore one at that. My legs and arms feel like they're a ton.

Dear Mommy ( Read more... )

I won't let it bother me anymore.

Now I will take everything as it comes...because if I don't...if I think about the things which bothers me and causes my heart to tear, it causes me to be someone who I'm not.

I forgive myself for being superficial. I understand if you don't like the real me.

Some things to look forward to ( Read more... )

I should have expected things to happen this way. But I didn't. And now it's all a big shock. So much of a shock that I feel like breaking down in tears. But I won't...I refuse. I'm stronger than that...I hope ( Read more... )

I felt missed when I got to school today. Tim said it was so boring yesterday without me there. He was probably the only one that noticed.

I've came to a decision.....I'm going to dorm next year :P