So this is the new year

Yea... I'm tempted to unfriend Christina on myspace again. Refriending her reminded me of why I defriended her in the first place, and it's because I'm sick of reading her gay bulletins about her and David. lol wow....

My Konstantine

YO!!! ok.... i'm just mad that like guys have all this sperm that they r constantly making that they aren't gonna use that they can sell... but I on the other hand HAVE millions of eggs that I'm not gonna use that I can't sell unless I have time to deal with major PMS, which i don't and like a whole day on my hands to just waste ( Read more... )

You take it all away but never give it back
I just realized a minute it ago that I'm still not over Dima... and that I never fully got over Richard. I can't read my poem about Richard without starting to cry and I can't think about how happy I was with Dima without crying or at least starting to ( Read more... )

This is Fact not Fiction

I haven't been thinking very much lately. I'm just bored really. Finals came around and I shut my brain off before I could get myself organized. I don't like UNCG. At Hartford it was like finals gradually came after Thanksgiving, but here it's like I came back from thanksgiving and the next Monday I was taking finals ( Read more... )

The Trolly Wood is taking me away
I want a boyfriend... I'm tired of being alone and sexless... I'm sick of seeing other people excited about their relationships and not having one of my own to be excited about... I've exhausted the thought of me ending up alone forever, without children, without a family, without a person to share my dreams with ( Read more... )

Passing through Unconscious states
Hate to be a lil' emo bitch, but this whole Matt dating a Chi Omega shit is really bothering me. Why? I dunno... I can be honest I don't know him that well, but a crush is a crush and I can't help it. I actually wouldn't have any kind of a problem with him dating a sorority girl if she were an AKA or a Delt or a ( Read more... )

Candy Shop

Ok. I'm pissed again lol... This stupid bitch on poets.com got mad at me for actually scrutinizing her poem and giving her advice when SHE ASKED ME FOR HELP, because she thought I offended her. I send her a message back and I was like "i actually spent time trying to help you because you asked me and I could have just said "the flow is ( Read more... )

One sorry night I was walking and singing their song

So I talked to Richard online a few hours ago lol... I've got to say it was probably one of the strangest conversations I've ever had with him. But I've gotta say I am 'bout sick of him telling me that I'm immature and could not possibly understand him. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT... If you ( Read more... )

Lookin back in NovemberI talked to Josh K. online today. It was a pretty long conversation for us recently. He tried to convince me to move to Vegas with him. I was like 'ur retarded if u think i'm gonna follow u around the united states.' It was amusing though we talked about a bunch of junk... School, love... about that love shit though, I ( Read more... )

L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E-L-O-L-O-L-O...

I'm just curious as to how emotional this oooooollllld poem makes people feel... so leave me comments:

Free of Me

You make me ( Read more... )