i have not updated since may. i cannot even begin to describe the summer. it was more relaxed than usual, but i still loved it all the same. some seasons are meant for recouperating.

as of right now:
kea and travis, less cigs, more pot, ri weekly, singing my heart out, yucky tile floors, new size 0 short jeans (finally), technological difficulties, ( Read more... )

I AM READY TO BREAK OUT OF MY WINTER SKIN ( Read more... )

so may 11th 2009 was one of the best days of my life. I got out of school at about 12:45 and picked andrew up. we rolled a few fattys, (via green game and peanutbutter papers) kissed marley puppy goodnight and set off by 2:00 pm for the cape. I had a bag packed full of goodies and a charged ipod for the route. we stopped for gas, arizona ice tea, ( Read more... )

And sometimes when you're on 
You're really fuckin on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fuckin cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence

sometimes i know when things are changing. but it's alright, even when it sucks. i'd just like to say that this album has fit into my life for so ( Read more... )

things will get better. that's what i've been saying all winter.
but i don't feel better; i feel just as rotten as yesterday. maybe worse.

i have no responsibility today. i can do anything i want. i think i'll self-destruct.

for about a week, i've been bed ridden and unable to do much more than watch movies, groan, try to sleep, and consume large amounts of flu and allergy medicine. my health (or lack there of) has knocked me off my recently motivated feet and has set me back further academically and financially. i haven't been to work or school (fortunately i'm on ( Read more... )

so over the past few weeks my whole life seems to be in the process of turning around. Things have just started falling into place. 
in april i have been enjoying hardly any school and studying for my ap exams. interning in boston is really fucking awesome too. 
may will be filled with friends and bs-ing in school (considering i'll have already ( Read more... )

everytime i try to break down your walls, i run at them full force, kicking and screaming, shoving and pushing.  they send my body ricocheting off their strong surface; gravity pulls and i sink to defeat. instead now i'm trying to chip away slowly, one little piece at a time. it seems like it would work. 
the problem still remains though: time.
i'm ( Read more... )

 
i woke early on friday, went to school until homeroom, and left. 
i went straight to scott's and found him and matt sleeping in the basement.
after a funny morning of dragging them out of bed and cooking them breakfast, we met up with nick and erin and ate some brownies.
before our stomaches settled, we ran out to buy cigs at tedeschi's. we got ( Read more... )

there is a 17 inch / 85 pound difference between us. i love that you can pick me up with one hand. 
i barely make it past your bellybutton with my heeled boots on. shnugglin' on the daily.


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