thank you monday night, for proving to me that it's total bullshit.
i don't feel stupid or regretful; honestly you don't even mean a thing.
i could look you in the eyes and deny you.
...oh wait, no, i did.

haaaaa

sorry btw about being upset for that what, 32 hours about him
that was the most wasteful time of my life
hahaha

my last few entries have been quite positive. i feel as though i've been handling things more maturely and responsibly over the last few months ( Read more... )

it's not that i am bitterly apathetic,
i don't care because i'm just positively free.
free of attachments and commitments and other scary "ments" words.
i like it that way.
i feel asexual sometimes because i don't want love. i don't want casual sex. and i don't want any form of romance or lust in my life.
i mean, obviously sometimes i get lonely, and ( Read more... )

DECISIONS AND RESPONSIBILITY

...fuck you

but no really, despite the constant (not to mention fucking rapid) pace of my life, i'm loving every minute (except those spent on ap euro).
to t he people in my life on the reg: thanks,love you
to those of you reading this and feeling a pang of guilt for not seeing me ever, COME BACK INTO MY LIFE. ;]

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i cannot apologize for doing what i believe is right.

i will not apologize for saying exactly what i think.

and lastly, i absolutely refuse to apologize for following my heart.

this covers all areas of conflict in my life right now, which are great in number and small in importance.

i cannot apologize for following my heart ( Read more... )

i'm doing really well in school already, not procrastinating and constantly getting ahead of the game ( Read more... )

In one way i'm sad that the summer is ending. But in another i realize that this fall will be filled with mostly the same faces and new experiences. 
Most of the time i feel as though the summer is just a season, blending spring and fall together quite nicely.
But this season wasn't just a filler for me... i can honestly say i learned more about ( Read more... )

I understand.

I’m not upset.

I’m still here.

I just miss you.

Please come home.

-mol

okay so i have to say that one of the coolest things ever happened to me last night
i have to start at the beginning... on july 18th
erin, chrissy, scott and I went to the dear hunter show in boston in july and talked to casey (former treos singer) and told him that  we thought he should change the lyrics of smiling swine to "the moon is right" ( Read more... )