how dare you say that you are sick of fighting.
stop talking about how you miss me and only want me, no one else.
that is OBVIOUSLY not true.
everything is you you you, isnt it?
you care so much all of a sudden, but then when you're out with your friends you dont care at all.
you tell me that you want me to trust you.
if you wanted me to so badly you ( Read more... )

It’s 8:17 AM and im still awake.

Its been a long night.

I still love you.

it has never been harder to stick to my morals, but im doing it.

This week I need friends, alone time, good music, and gas money.

If you have ever been my friend or cared even the slightest, please talk to me somehow this week.

i need people around to make existance bearable.


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I've been hearing from so many old friends lately, it's so nice.

Tomorrow i'm going to the beach w/ Kate :D

Then back to MA, !!!!!!!!

I'm looking forward to spending the summer adventuring, squishy beachin’, drinking, loving, driving, tanning, dreaming,  swimming, jet skiing, dancing, and so much more.
Im getting a car soon! EEEEE!

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The first week at mum’s was so good.

Tomorrow is erin’s eighteenth birthday, which thoroughly scares my mum and me shitless.

She’s been my big sister for so long- my role model.

And now she’s leaving, off to explore the world and adventure where she pleases.

I’m so happy for her, but that doesn’t mean I won’t miss her tonsss.

Ive got a lettuh fuh hah ( ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so great

I went to squishy beach w/scott again, the norm. hah.

But we met up with his two sisters and one of their boyfriends this time

And I have to say that they are the cutest and nicest people, evuh

Also, my mum got me a new phone on her plan!

It has unlimited texting, which means no more $300 phone bills :D

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Im uncomfortable.

The first day of summer was horrible.

The first summer night was worse.

I feel like shit.

All I want is the comfort of someone’s arms and some reassurance.

Tell me that he’s wrong about me; tell me im not as bad as he tells me I am.

Lately I think he’s right.

I keep telling myself, only a few more days and ill be out of here.

For a good portion of this weekend, I shut off my life.

I didn’t have my phone with me, I wasn’t on the computer.

i did hang out with my best friend though!

We went to the beach, watched movies, ate baldis everyday, and cleaned his fucking disgusting room. :]

I miss a lot of people, but summer’s only a few days away.

I move in w/mum full time starting ( Read more... )

So it’s finally here!

Summer is just one math exam away for me!

I currently have the largest collection of sundresses evuh, and I want even more.

Tonight im going to bwatuh ;)

Tomorrow probably the beach, then at night scott.
saturday im going to north i believe?

Then who knows!

GET @ MEEEE.

I have butterflies.

:D

This weekend was good.

I got three new dresses (its getting out of control) and 2 new rings!

Senior banquet was so much fun.

I love everyone from Stafford<3.

Today was rainy and gloomy, and I won my game.

I miss so many people. So badddddly.

But I can feel the only thing holding us back

And it’s not worth fighting for.

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promise
pinky swearswear

everything is alright.
i love my best friend.
i love my boyfriend.
but most of all
i love erin oleary.