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Things are looking up...I hope! ;-)
Today, I'm actually feeling pretty good about the future. I have a job perspective that looks very promising. It's through someone I know from the church I use to go to and if I get it it shows that it's really about who you know. I really hope I get it. I honestly don't know much about it except that it's a Lutheran school in Orange County. I ( Read more... ) -
Taking Responsibility
Sometimes I wonder why it is so hard for people to take responsibility for their actions. I have someone really close to me (I am not going to name who) that hardly, if ever takes, responsibility for the things he does. It is always someone elses fault. The reason their job sucks, their house is a mess, and why in general their life sucks is ( Read more... ) -
The Result of Today
Well, I didn't get the living room cleaned. I just didn't have it in me. I will work on it the rest of the week. The big thing is finding places for stuff on my desk. I have tons of history/school related stuff and no real place to put it.
Today wasn't a total waste though. I watched the Formula One race. Then I went to the grocery store, ( Read more... ) -
Today is not going to be a good day...
So, before I even got out of bed this morning I knew today was going to be a bad day. I woke up last night at 4 am in excruciating pain. The 5 hour cleaning fest really did me in. I knew I would be in pain afterwards but I didn't think it was this bad. I would normally just stay in bed and rest but I don't have that option today. My sister is ( Read more... ) -
Fast Food
I have decided that I have been eating too much fast food lately. Therefore, I am going to give it up for a month. The month will start as of Wednesday the 7th and it will go until August 4th. I know I can do it because during Lent I gave up all red meat which meant most fast food was out. I am doing this for two reasons. One I need to be ( Read more... ) -
Moving?
The more and more I think about the more I think I want to move away from California. The South Bay is just not the same as it was 10 years ago, and it is no where near the same as it was 20 years ago. Most of the things that I loved about the area do not hold true anymore. I wanted to raise a family here because it was a very safe area. I ( Read more... ) -
Realizations
So, I have been trying to be positive through this last year and a half (really more like three years). I know that things will get better. They have to. I know they could get worse but I refuse to believe that they will.
With that am I going to be a little negative, or least stop lying to myself. I'm not really happy. Yes, there are times ( Read more... ) -
The Beginning
Not sure what I am really going to write here, and how much of it I will make public. I already have a blog about random stuff like make-up so I figure this will be more personal and more about what I'm doing/feeling. I don't know. We'll see if I even keep this updated. =)