my worry is you.. i worry about you so much...

lesson learned: don't run around talking to everyone you see and randomly hanging out. the person might be really BLEH!!! and then they're stuck on you. *sighs*

if this feeling doesn't go away by tomorrow, i'm killing myself.

i thought i was having a good time. and i thought i was loving it. then i realized.. i was loving it when.. too. -_- ..

early this morning, at like 3am, i get phone calls from ray and gee.. i was sleeping so i just ignored it for awhile until the calls were just nonstop. so i figured it was urgent or something. i picked up and gee says, "we're outside. go open the door." and for awhile, i was like this is some stupid joke because i do that to them sometimes too. but ( Read more... )

us riverside kids haven't even started school yet. but tonight, we took a hard fall. we're in it together. but i can't help but feel completely scared out of my mind.

i'm lovin' it!!! :) *jumps and claps*

much love and thanks to xstal, pat, jamesy, gee, ray, & crew.

today was a good day one for tami. *grins*

lately it feels like i've been barely breathing. and it just gets harder and harder to take everything in. i was so ready to fly solo.. be on my own.. be independent.. but now.. i'm thinking.. WTF?! no!!!! not now!!! later!!! plz have it be later!! like in 5 years or something. *sniffles* .. i'm screwed up the butt so far that it's coming out of my

fuck. i leave in 2 days.
i should fucking pack.
*cringe*

i want to die.

lately, my days have been jam-packed with fun and adventurous activities. yesterday, i slept and laid in bed and watched tv all day. the only time i got up was to drive my aunt to in n' out so she can grub. that is when i discovered my car had a flat tire. *cries*. i went home and slept some more ( Read more... )