why is it that I can't do anything right anymore. I want everything to be ok but its not. Everything is just so hard and I don't feel like I can trust anyone to talk to. It gets so bad that everything builds up in me then something so small can cause me to break down. Right now I just feel like the whole world is against me. I just want to ( Read more... )

I thought it would get easier with time....why is it so much harder now?

yay for almost fall break!!!!!!

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I wanna be a condcutor when I grow up!!!!!! (look at spelling) This is what was on our program for AOW today....made me giggle out loud!!!! hehehe

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today ok, band frustrating due to the stupidity of the section leader. I don't see how someone can be a leader if they don't listen to the section and don't make the effort to much either, just screws around

yay for school???? eh not tooo bad not too bad. room is mess have no hangers. band is fun and yes i is in kearney this weekend.

hehehe I'm in Brian's room waiting for him to get off work so I'm playing on his computer. I will soon be coloring him some pictures! I made him a bear from build a bear and it is really soft!!!! yay!!! not too much else here.

do do do do do la la la la la la la la la.......heheheheh happy me!!!!! I only have 5 more days of working at wendy's, 12 til move out time again!!!! Shoes burn really nicely! Putting in kitchen floors are quite entertaining, especially since my dad made me do the edge and so I had to measure it. Ordered reeds mmmm wood......yummy yummy in my ( Read more... )