I've always had a plan. Always had an idea of what I wanted to do with my life, and always had an idea of how to get it. Granted I changed my mind every 6 months or so. Give a girl a break there are a lot of options in this world ( Read more... )

on wouldn't fly Liam out and told me I couldn't see him.

so i took an emergency flight to Maine.

so he got a restraining order.

so now i can't see my son until the tenth of July when we fight against each other in court.

fuck me for being a trusting mother wanting to give him a chance to be a good father. The light from my world is gone.

For the livejournal world, you missed alot ( Read more... )

1. How am I feeling today ( Read more... )

Funny how things work out ( Read more... )

Alright so the snakes are fed.

North Carolina was a Blast I love the excitment of a new place, not to mention they didn't have fucking snow! I hate snow. It was like Aruba there, well to me.

The 15th I leave for palm springs, Cali. How exciting!? A weekend with my husband, all alone, in a hotel. Perfect.

Yep thats all I got.

So yeah a quick update I geuss ( Read more... )

I moved in with my mom. My snakies are here. My sister and Boss are both lame core. I miss my husband so much. My moms house is so cold.  later tonight I'm going to get some more stuff, like clothes. I live everyday for my little boy, and when he finally goes to bed eachnight I talk to his daddy who I love with all my heart ( Read more... )

For Kari;


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 so, my husband came home for a month. The most amazing month of my life. Then he went back ;-;

only three more months or so until we are together "fulltime" I miss him so much.

I'm moving back home.

Yeah so..  back to berwick. The lease is terminated on feb 26 but I will be at my moms by the end of the week. I'm just not really in the mood to deal ( Read more... )