A week ago today (Sunday), my one co-worker died. I found out Monday when I showed up to work and his car wasn't there. He was the one w/ the key, so I called his cell phone and to my surprise, his father was the one to answer. From there, I learned. This has made it a very difficult week for myself, as well as my boss. I can't even imagine ( Read more... )

After laying in bed for 3 1/2 hours unable to sleep I have finally given up. I'm not sure if it's the differen environment from my norm keeping me from my zz's or the news from a few days ago talking about rapists entering into homes and raping young women while other pple sleep just a room away. Either way, I much rather give up a struggle that ( Read more... )

Tears

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness but of power.
They speak more eloquently then ten thousand tongues.
They are messengers of overwhelming greif,
of deep contrition and unspeakable love."
Washington Irving

There are two men sitting next to me speaking spanish. They smell incredible, too. I just want to go over there....oh man. So hard to control these damn hormones lately. I almost just don't want to either. I keep having dreams about things, too, which makes it THAT MUCH HARDER when I wake up! I dunno what I'm going to do about this, but I ( Read more... )

The guy I mentioned in my previous post that I went on a date w/ is 27. At the end of our second date, we came to the realization that our first date was in fact our last. We are just two completely different people. I realized things weren't going to work out on our first date when we started talking about our views on things. I guess it's ( Read more... )

I went on a date w/ a guy recently who has complete opposite views on life and love than I do. It was really interesting to talk w/ him and see the complete opposite perspective of things in that way from him in particular. So, it raises a few questions in my mind. I want to know what my friends and others think. What do you all think of soul ( Read more... )

I have somethings weighing on my mind like mad. I wasn't able to sleep a lick last night, at least it didn't feel that way. Tossing and turning the entire night, no joke. Lordy...I need to not think about this. So hard to do, but really need to just not let it take up my thoughts! At my temp job right now, so must go....lunch is almost up. ( Read more... )

I met my baby nephew yesterday!!!! OMG!!! I couldn't stop the tears from pouring down my face. He's the most precious little thing ever. His name is michael, and I must say, Brooke and Iven did a wonderful job lol. He has a bit of both of their features all over his body, it's just adorable. I cannot wait to babysit him! I could hold that ( Read more... )

I tried my best to avoid antibiotics, but after this weekend and last night, I had had enough! As had my father and friends lol. I went back in, and realized the doctor I had seen before(who I'd only seen b/c my regular doc wasn't able to take me that day) knew just about as much as me, ok, maybe more, but still not quite enough for my comfort ( Read more... )

I saw War of the Worlds last night. I hadn't hardly seen or heard anything on it, so I wasn't exactly sure what to expect, but it ended up being good ( Read more... )