Lets see Pre College was the shit... i finally experienced no drama for a whole summer... I can't wait for college now!!! I'm going to miss all those people so much but i'm visiting them all, somehow... Plus its great to have a guy back in my life... He is geek with a major jock side to him... Plus he had blue hair, but he shaved his head.... He is ( Read more... )

So lets see whats new:

1. I got a tattoo
   
2. I'm 18
   
3. I have had the closest person to me in my life die
   
4. Luckily I have several new best friends
   
5. I am going to CMU for the summer PARTY!
   

i'm nervous like fuck so much that i went to bed at three in the morning and woke up at eight... my arms are even shaking right now... it feels good to feel like this again... yet not really... b/c I WANT SLEEP!

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well 2007 hasn't been that good... well thats what i've been thinking but i've decided to make a list of the bads and goods so far of this year... i believe this will help me feel better about this year and help me stay focused ( Read more... )

while another friend of mine tried to commit suicide sunday night... o wow... its always interesting to see how i react... this time i wasn't surprised but still upset... and of course she walks out of the hospital like nothing happened so i of course had to act like that too... but today after i've taken care of that shit... my other friend has ( Read more... )

well last night i saw Saw III with abby, abby, and Khris... well the movie was "graphic" but nothing to great and def. not scary... but then we went to eat n park where we shared all our hilarious moments that we have had at church...
but the reason "this sucks" is now my hip is complete shit again... i'm on crutches right now b/c of it... i mean i ( Read more... )

well last night i saw Saw III with abby, abby, and Khris... well the movie was "graphic" but nothing to great and def. not scary... but then we went to eat n park where we shared all our hilarious moments that we have had at church...
but the reason "this sucks" is now my hip is complete shit again... i'm on crutches right now b/c of it... i mean i ( Read more... )

well i've been reflecting on my life... and it is going somewhere but its finally hit me that i don't care who i hang out with anymore... and i don't wand to care... so now i don't seem to be drinking a lot anymore b/c of this which is good... and i'm not doing as much pot and shit like that which is good... i mean its like i'm cleaning up my life ( Read more... )

tonight rocked ass!

okay well it starts off with me picking up josiah and going to elphant castle and picking up a bottle of vodka.... and then we go to derek's house... but then this ben kid from sewickley shows up... and he yells at me for having a Bush sticker so i just looked at him and told him "to get a life"... then we hop in a car and go to ( Read more... )