Listening to the CD that Scott gave me right after we broke up in February puts me in the most nostalgic mood. The way I felt then, is so different than it is now. Now I just really want to go some where, but I must wait for Coop to get home, she just found out she got into the Kenya program for May, so were celebrating with a bottle of wine. I ( Read more... )

Its strange how being at the very edge of something, so sure of your next step, is almost required in order to do a complete 180. So ready to take action, I wasnt realizing that I had more options. So busy thinking about myself. Relationships are selfish things. We want to give our best, but want the best back in return. Its so easy to think ( Read more... )

YOu know when you finally get hit with the sense that enough is enough, that all the effort you have put forth isn't doing much of anything, all the talks, all the wasted nights crying. I can only think of one thing in my life that has been making me unhappy lately, and it is the hardest thing to let go of, but at some point enough has to be ( Read more... )

I probably sound like a broken record on this thing. wah, wah wah, I miss Iceland, I dont feel the same ( Read more... )

Im sitting here watching Beowulf and Grendel. Filmed in Iceland. Makes me miss it horribly. The amazing scenery, their accents, the way I felt when I was there ( Read more... )

taken from "Upside Down" - Eduardo Galeano ( Read more... )

So im not much of a writer. The only times I get inspired is when I have excessive amounts of time to myself, and doing exactly what I want to do, god I miss Iceland for that ( Read more... )

So scott gets back in 8 days. I want to move forward with him, and I know he does too. But I am still hurt by what he did to me. I feel guilty because I did things, and he did nothing. He broke up with me for these 7 weeks just to do nothing and want to get back together. I think mostly, I need to know that he comes back and I tell him that he ( Read more... )

This journal has become my diary of sorts ( Read more... )

So it seems Im here a lot more now ( Read more... )