"I am worthless piece of shit." I tell that to myself, on repeat, throughout most days of my life. When I am reminded that I don't know how we are gonna pay our bills, when I look at the TV I splurged on, when I think about all the albums I have impulsively bought over the years, when I eat that third popsicle, but only realize it halfway through ( Read more... )

It's 2018, nearly twelve years since I last wrote something here. Last night, I opened up my old year books. Then, I opened up my old journals. I stayed up to 3am with Khalil reading them. I read aloud things I never thought anyone would read. Then I woke up this morning and found myself here. First I skimmed through the public LiveJournal. Took me ( Read more... )