For an entire weekend, I lived by the song, "Back in the New York Groove" by Ace Freely ( Read more... )

why do i bother trying to tell anyone anything anymore?

it's always the people you think care most about you that really don't give a shit.

I'm contemplating comandeering an illicit rendezvous at a sleazy motel in Olds. (That's halfway, right?) Not only will that quell my fantasy, perhaps it will temporarily satisfy my otherwise insatiable desire to get that boy back where I can touch him.

My favourite State of Shock song made the Canadian top 100 :D

"Best I ever Had"

<3 

I'm all out of hope ( Read more... )

I've already heard from Vikki, Maja, Dee, Sam (Nicki's friend) and even Tera... Nicki called. Sam (my friend here) called. I'm hiding out at the office, because I didn't want to talk to anyone on the phone. People are facebooking, emailing, msn-ing...

Seems like this isn't really happening. I wish it wasn't.

I went to jim's. it was funny, I said, "i ( Read more... )

Closed off from love ( Read more... )

 First of all, I spent the majority of last night AGAIN listening to how Michael is an asshole blah blah treats me like shit, he's this and that. Honestly, it just makes me feel sorry for him because everyone says so much mean shit about him, and I know inside in my heart how amazing he can be when he lets his real self out ( Read more... )

So  I spent pretty much ALL of last night getting lectured on what an asshole Mike is, and that he treats me like crap and why would i waste my time with him blah blah blah.

I'm getting really sick of hearing everyone talk shit about him. Yes, i KNOW he is an asshole. i KNOW he treats me like shit, if there was an on/off switch, doesn't everyone ( Read more... )

Last night  I was at the Rack (the Tamarack Motor Inn, that has a bar attached to it, which is actually called Duffer's Pub, although I've never heard anyone ever call it that. just the Rack).

Russ, one of the cooks at boston pizza, and myself were having a beer. His girlfriend's brother was in town, so we talked to him for a while. Sam's on-again- ( Read more... )