I wrote this last night in reference to seeing michael on tuesday evening outside the bar... the bar is now closed, and while apparently, his ex-fucktoy Steph was allowed in the bar, two former waitresses (Kaylyn and Sam) and myself were not... lame.

Anyways, I wrote a note on facebook, set it so that only he can see it, and this... this is what it ( Read more... )

I think I would've been alright... well, maybe not alright, but slightly less of a mess if that hadn't happened.

I went to buy a card for my grandma. It's inherently difficult to buy a card for someone, knowing it might not get to them before they die and never have a chance to read it. What should it say? I ended up buying a blank one, it's pretty ( Read more... )

I thought I should say something about Paul Newman.

There are two things I think of when I think about Paul Newman.

The first is, "As I stepped out into the bright daylight from the darkness of the movie house, I had two things on my mind: Paul Newman and a ride home" (i hope that was close enough to the original... alright i'm caving and checking ( Read more... )

I needed some music.
Lizo asked me what was up with my lack of blogging. I sometimes find myself with little or nothing to say. Everything has been just turning around and around and I'm so mixed up right now.

Two weeks ago or something, I did something I probably shouldn't have done. A cute boy I know (not well, but I do know him) and I got into a ( Read more... )

 Hold on my heart ( Read more... )

baby, i'm amazed by you*
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I have snot on the sleeve of my hoodie. thanks.
I don't mind rubbing your back until you fall asleep and picking your phone up off the floor from where you threw it (although i was happy when you did throw it)
I love listening to the sound of your breath, because it sounded so restful ( Read more... )

Well, Jesse is an idiot. I still have his hat, and he's not talking to me now either. Him and Blanch should be friends, considering the fact that they're practically the same person anyways, he may as well be not speaking to me ( Read more... )

I have one boy's hat (Jesse) and another boy's socks (Michael)
I'm mixed up from head to toe. Literally.

On Thursday night, after Sam told me that Michael had some kind of affair with Heidi, then dumped her for Steph... I wanted to puke. i was like "ew gross..... cut offfffff" and that, perhaps, also may have had something to do with the fact that the delicious (and so totally OFF LIMITS) bebe brutus was sitting on my couch. I was mad when Sam told me ( Read more... )

I spend a lot of time and energy pretending I am a boy. I hang out with boys and do boy things like drink beer and watch sports. And then, last night, while I was supposed to be being mad, and I was mad, I ditched these two dudes that wanted to go party at the rack. I was just sitting there by myself fucking fuming. And I told Quilty why I was mad ( Read more... )