I had to go to the ER today because I could stop throwing up because of the stress that I have to deal with. Once we got to the ER they got me in the fastest ever, I didn't even set down in the waiting from for a min before they called me in. When they first took my blood pressure it was 127 over 90's, I was throwing up and couldn’t keep things ( Read more... )

Well since the last time I have been on this I dated Justin for about 15 months and we broke up because we did not have an open comm! My brother Luke's son was born on Dec 17, 2007, he is one of the cutest little childern. I got married on August 26, 2008, to Banks. Than in Oct. we found out that I was pregnant with what is to be my first child. I ( Read more... )

On Tuesday, May 29th....Justin and I were cuddlen and watching tv and he turns to me and says you make my heart warm. Me being the smart ass I am ask him if he is haven a heart attack He says no I said you make my heart feel so warm. Then he points to his eye and makes a heart with his hands and finally points to me! Then asks do you understand now ( Read more... )

Justin and I started dating Friday, May 11, 2007. He is so sweet and makes me smile for no reason! Right now he lives in TN but in less then a month he will be liven in GA and going to school with me!I am just so happy and I hope things keep going the way the are now! Bottom line I am happy! Shane found out and tried to make me feel horrible about ( Read more... )

I like Mando because he is great and makes everything perfect!
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I want to wake up from this horrible nightmare! The love I have for him is/was real and I know this because even through he did something terrible to me,cheat on me, I still love him and wish there was something I could do to make this go back o the way they were! I hate knowing he did this to me, to us because I really just cannot believe it! I ( Read more... )

 I know life sucks sometimes and you lose things that sometimes me everything to you!b I understand God as a place for everyone and that one day I will be in heaven with him! But I do not understand why with all of that so much pain has to come out of it! I love God and I am happy he made me and gave me such wonderful parents! So, I do not want ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went and got my hair done, it was brown and has been brown since I was born and I have not dried it before! I needed a new start, a new look and I wanted something that would make me feel good!  Well it is now blonde! I love it, I have not felt so alive in so long! I have had a smile on my face all day and it feels good to finally smile ( Read more... )

Shane has been sleeping(cheating) with his ex gf for 6 weeks while still daten me, come to find out he told her he broke up with me a long time again and yesterday he went a get her an engagment ring. They are moven in together in 3 weeks and they got a puppy together, but he still has not broken up with me! When I was up visiting and i went out to ( Read more... )

SHANE HAS BEEN CHEATING ON ME WITH A NASTY WHORE! HER NAME IS BETH SULLIVAN AND SHE IS MARRIED! THAT DOES NOT SEEM TO MATTER TO HER BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN CHEATING ON HER HUSBAND FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS WHILE HE WAS OVER SEAS IN THE ARMY! SHE IS A FUCKING WHORE AND I WISH SHE WOULD DIE! I AM THERE WORSE NIGHTMARE AND I WILL MAKE THEM WISH THEY HAD NEVER ( Read more... )