its been a long week. after the funeral yesterday i felt such a sense of relief...not only for gail and for everyone there to have finally made their peace, but there's also this bit of pride that you feel after some accomplishment. like 'ok, we did it, we made it through. now everything is fine and good again, back to the grind.' but i had to re- ( Read more... )

god, i miss alaska. i really am excited to go back up there this summer. its funny, ever since jenny friended me on facebook, all these people have been friended me saying "i dont know if you remember me, but i knew your brothers and you were so little..." and ive been looking at everyones old pictures...its been fun. it gives me such an ( Read more... )

its not even 1 oclock and i already want to take a nap. im usually not even awake yet. but this is good, i am changing my schedule...no more staying out till 4 in the morning! i mean it. really really ( Read more... )

longest. week. ever ( Read more... )

i feel like i have not been myself lately and im frustrated because i cant come up with a good explanation. i know work has been stressing me out and it shouldnt be...i realized today that i dont really have a life outside of it and its all that i care about right now. and it shouldnt be. yes, i like my job but there should be so much more than ( Read more... )

i wish i had time to write; there are many things i would write about ( Read more... )

i cant sleep.

tonight was my first night as merchandise supervisor. yay! im very excited about it, once susan asked me to interview for it i wanted to do it. something new, more resonsibility, etc. i like the work, i can put my organizational, creative and leadership skills to work. kathleen showed me how to close the store tonight, tomorrow im supposed to get ( Read more... )

i feel slightly empty now that i dont have anything to read. i mean, i know i could start another book but i dont want to yet. my head is still wrapped around twilight, only theres no more to anticipate.

sigh.

i want matt. thats all. im sick of everything else right now and he is the only thing i want.

sigh.

i miss my brothers