thanksgiving is over. it was good. it was great to visit with ross and shannon, sucks they were only here for 2 days. we actually took a bunch of pictures which we never do, we have like no pictures of current family events, especially good ones lol. i missed breandan though, always do ( Read more... )

i had a long day. first of all, i missed both of my morning classes cause i slept past my alarm and missed american ed completely, and just barely missed the train that would have made me on time to choral meth. god, i hope frazes doesnt bitch at me. whatever ( Read more... )

lizzy and i are watching transformers ( Read more... )

am i too much of an open book? i think theres some things that i tell like everyone that i should only tell to the core people. but thats not a big deal, im just in a figuring things out stage. but like with this journal - maybe some of the entries i make should not be live. people have commented on that before cause they dont want me talking about ( Read more... )

i had my first lesson with a guest choir today in choral methods. it was an interesting experience but i was pretty happy with it ( Read more... )

im in an annoyed mood right now because i just did a lesson in choral meth (as caleb calls it) and it didnt go at all how i wanted. it was like a 10 minute lesson and Frazes rushed me into like 2 minutes and i think that was why i felt awful about it. even she said it was good, i just felt shitty. it was put off for like 2 weeks so ive been anxious ( Read more... )

i swear, i should just kill myself. im fucking drowning this year and im really trying to get it together, im already extremely nervous and scared and self-conscious about all this student teaching shit and i finally got up the confidence to email someone and start working on this and this is the email i get from Dr. Frazes ( Read more... )

i moved back home this weekend and i feel better already. i could tell that stephanie kinda wanted me out of there and i was really not doing well so i think this is better. we'll see what happens once i start commuting, i know thats going to be a pain in the ass but i dont think its going to be all that bad. i moved all my stuff into my room and ( Read more... )

i meet interesting people on the north avenue bus. tonight's was a guy from lake tahoe who is considering moving here. to wicker park, specifically, which i thought was kind of funny. he said it was kind of culture shock to be in chicago but he was interested in living in wicker park. and he moves like every 4 months. thats so interesting ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i was not in chicago anymore. but that feeling only lasts for a minute because i love this city, i do ( Read more... )