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I just want to let everyone know to leave me the fuck alone til at least saturday. Dont call me, dont email me, dont fax me, dont show up at my house, dont text me. I just cant deal with real people right now. I cant even deal with myself right now. I cant breath and I cant sleep. The only thing I can seem to do is eat and eat and eat and eat. I am ( Read more... )

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Has it been the week from hell or what?? First i lost my gf, as of today i lost my job (dont even ask...its completly stupid and im so pissed off) and somehow my checking account if all fucked up and instead of having $700.00 deposited via direct deposit, somehow $700.00 got deducted. After of course I sent out $200.00 in checks to pay my monthly ( Read more... )

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So the party was a sucess I think. Idk...I mean I had a good time, so all I can do is hope that everyone else did too. I LOVE my black and red apartment. Its all comfy cosy now. Even with artwork on the walls. A perfect reminder of her every time I turn around. But still...over all I think my place looked great, the food was good, the company was ( Read more... )

Ok...so its 6:15 (and I've been here since 6:30am) and im still at work. This sucks and yet is very cool at the same time. The day has completly FLOWN BY!! Im really beginning to LOVE it here, despite the people that are all way older than me and think im just a "newbie" and will have almost nothing to do with me unless they want something. I wish ( Read more... )

ok..so im all moved into my new place. Its great! Still in a bit of denial thats its actully mine and that I actully live there. But i figure once all the boxes are unpacked and i see my shit all over the place it'll feel more like home. I keep waiting for it to all be over and for someone to make me leave. hehe ( Read more... )