I want to get rid of my anger. I want to get rid of my bitterness and my brokeness. "You were never like this when we first got together" and shes right I wasnt. I wasnt the bitter, mean, controling, ANGRY person that I am today. Because no one was close. No one was trying to eat their way inside. I could be sweet and funny and woe her and live to ( Read more... )

wanna know what I hate ( Read more... )

I got the new job

I got the new apartment

I got best girl

Damn Im a lucky Bastard...

So why aren't I happier??

Bendan, Im not mad at you in the least. In fact I was kinda gonna rely on u to be my friend. hehe Im just kinda numb right now. Working my ass off trying to find a new job (since the old one obviously isnt gonna work) I've made literally 92 phone calls today, sent out (again literally) 57 resumes, and have made 4 interviw apointments. Doing ( Read more... )

remember how it used to be ( Read more... )

I knew this day would come ( Read more... )

So what does everyone think of my new & improved journal ( Read more... )

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Had an interesting talk with both becky and brendan tonight....it was actully nice to be able to talk to someone in depth about almost abstract concepts and yet relate them to every day life. Ive missed that. Its weird but I really felt I got something out of talking to both of them tonight. Something that I've never gotten until this moment. And I ( Read more... )

I just finished reading "Narccisis In Chains" All 600 and something pages. It was definitly the best one LKH has writen yet. I wanted more and more and more. BTW... I am in love with the best series of novels ever!! Laurell K Hamilton has writen about 12 or 10 (something like that) "Anita Blake Vampire Hunter" I know they are sold in the Science ( Read more... )