My SHit Hole Life

[snowman23]

Im not even sure if anyone ever reads this but hey what the hell....well all of my old friends dont even acknowledge my existence execpt when there forced to....My "family" has split and then reformed to create pairs so unlikely i feel like i slipped into an alternate dimension....any minute my ex is going to call me and say shes really sorry and

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[suebeth05]

Hey Brian or Bryan, I never did know. None of what happened is worth the way you are feeling. I am sorry that the game of musical chairs left you standing but trust me on this, time will pass and while the wound may leave a significant scar it will heal. There was a true family who cared and was there for each other, and then lies and deciet and drama came in and that is the kiss of death to any group. Try to remember what was and be gald that it was there at all. Some people never even have that kind of experience once in their lives. The fact that it imploded upon itself shoudn't diminish what it was. Can you tell, I give this lecture often. There is enough blame for the demise of the group to be shared by all, some more than others, but don't let the ones who are not worth it devalue your life. With the exception of one episode I have heard nothing but good about you. Try to find that guy. This isn't meant as a 'coming after you' so please do not include me in the fuck everybody sentence. Last word, why should anyone care about you

[1973_top]

If this is who I think it is.. Maybe I need to come find you in medical?

~Ding, Ding... Ding, Ding...~ Pagan Minister Arriving ~Ding~

[surii]

It is Brian. :) Silly... Sigh... Sadness. I have written you back already Brian. Both in your email, and in the comments you have left in my lj. I worry about you...

Email I got from you (Brian/Snowman) Today in response to everything...

[surii]

hey look im sorry i got hit with a bad mood and just unloaded on you guys and for that im sorry i just dont know what to think anymore but please tell aaron that i cant just stop by yet you guys were and are stilol right your happy and in all honesty i am glad for you, eventually when i figure myself out maybe we can rebuild bridges and come to hang out and be friends again but i need to get my head straight first...i hope you understand..please pass on to everybody that im not going to do kill myself or anything stupid like that i was just mad and let the words flow out of me....i dont have a lot of time on the internet so i may not be able to post anything new for a little bit but please let everybody know i guess i was just trying to be noticed again and that was he only way to goabout it.....If you guys are up for it Saw II comes out october 28th and i was ploanning on going that day and trying to be messed up when i go to keep with tradition when i saw Saw the original if you guys are interested just let me know i understand if

[frank_murdock]

Huh. I'm all about seeing a movie with you, but well, things are gonna be a little odd the first time we hang out as is. If it's a group invite, I'm sorry but I'll have to sit out. I haven't seen Tylor since before he and Heather became a thing officialy, and I haven't seen Heather since she left me. I really don't think I can handle more than one awkard reunion at a time. I lost the notebook that my home number was written in. Katie can give it to you though. Plur.

[julie_adams]

i was really happy that you stopped by yesterday. i know that tylor was, too. we enjoy spending time with you and have been worried about how you have been. one minute you seem okay and the next you are losing your grip on everything. it was nice to see you and just hang out. we had a lot of fun last nite. :)

sometimes you just have to do what feels right and i understand what you were saying last nite. i still want you to promise that no matter what you decide, you keep checking in. you've a lot to get through and a lot to accomplish right now, but i'm sure you will make it through all that has been sent your way. you just have to start getting rid of the clutter.

we'll talk to you soon. as tylor said, we never do anything through the week so give us a call or stop by. :)